My best friend is the queen of the world. Well not really but it sure as hell feels like it. I mean here I was thinking I ruled my own life, but no, of course not. Ino Yamanaka is the queen. She's the big boobs, slightly shy, blue eyed, blond haired, skinny, gorgeous girl that every guy flirts with, even though she has Shika. I mean its awful. Here I thought I had everything and was awesome and now this. I eman I do have a boyfriend, 22 weeks after sasuke the asshole dumped me. Then he goes on to flirt with Ino at this party!! Lucky for me I had kiba and a few others there.
Every day it gets worse. Chouji and his twin tenten (DEAL W/ IT ITS MY STORY) like worship her. What am I, shit?
It just hurts. Kiba's there but I feel like I'm not good enough. Like thee world watched her brightly shine and ignore me. Selfish, isn't it?
Anyone know "the melancholy of haruhi Suzumayi?" (sp?) I love that show. I feel like haruhi, without her confidence and muzuki (?) is ino. The girl all the guys want and they bypass her. I mean that kyo guy only stays around her b/c if he doesn't, she'll kill everyone. Joys………
Just great. First I have a surgery on my birthday, then find out im crazy and have a personality disorder (and miss 2 months of school), break up w/ sasuke after 9 months, he probably likes Ino, (3rd time this has happened out of 4 relationships) and finally im depressed. 'What a wonderful world……..screw it' like my new lyrics?
My damn therapist, tsunade, tells me to stop this jealousy thing. Who said I was jealous?
I mean I have 2 try so hard just 2 be noticed and she can wear a sweat shirt and get noticed.
Fuck it. Why do I even try…….
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I am sooooo sorry!! I just back into school and I have been so busy!! I need IDEAS for my other story (sakura assassin) any ideas would help. I lost inspiration. Ill update as soon as I can.