This is just a story I randomly wrote. It's from InuYasha's point of view. Enjoy!

Disclaimer: I do not own InuYasha or any of the characters.

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She was my best friend, my crush, my everything. But she had a secret that no one knew about. That secret was the death of her. She betrayed me and yet saved me. She was my evil angel. All these dark and painful secrets she kept to herself; I never knew any of them. Come to think of it, I didn't know a lot of things about her. She kept these secrets because she knew they would hurt me, only cause me pain. She thought that I'd think she was a monster. She thought wrong. The monster is him...always him. You were my love, my life. Now that your gone I just don't know how to move on. Why didn't you tell me? I could've helped you; saved you. Why were you keeping this to yourself? I think I had a right to know. We all did. We're your family. We'll support you no matter what. That distant look in your eyes. What were you thinking? All those times you told me you were fine. Why did you lie to me? Why couldn't you understand that you healed my scars and I could heal yours? Why did you shut everyone out. Why would I find you crying at night? These are the questions that will haunt me forever. There was so much I wanted to tell you. So much I wanted to show you. Why did you leave me? The question that haunts me the most is: Did you love me like I loved you? I wanted to hold you while you were crying. Why didn't you let me? You said your life was worthless. Oh, how wrong you were. You meant the world to me and always will. Not a day goes by that I don't think about your big brown eyes, your long black hair, and the fact that you often smelled like strawberrys from your shampoo. When I die I'll still be thinking about you, my love. You freed me and you healed me. You made me the man I am today. Thank you for that. I wish you would've given me the chance to give you something back. Even though your gone now, you still hold my heart and you always will. I will forever be your; never forget that.

I love you my dearest Kagome...forever.

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So, what'd you think? R&R!