Astrid's Journey

by BlueAngel1384

Astrid has changed a lot since leaving so many Foster Homes, she is now 21 years old, and has her own child, will she turn out to be like her Mother, or will she be different? Lillian Rae is Astrid's life, but who is Lillian, and who is her Father? Will A

Astrid's Journey

Prologue

My name is Astrid. Astrid Magnussen. 6 years ago my Mother was sent to prison for killing her boyfriend. I was forever changed. I went from Foster Home to Foster Home. I even met a man at the one, but things changed so fastly and I was shot, by my estranged Foster Care Mother. Her name was Starr. Starr Madison. I won't forget her, she shot me because she found out I was sleeping with her boyfriend Ray. Ray Walker.

I will never forget him. He changed me from a girl to a woman. Yes he was my first lover, and the first man I fell in love with. Yes it was also very wrong. I was 15 he was 25 but I didn't care, something about Ray, just mesmerzied me. But what hurt me the most was that one night, when he and Starr were fighting she came charging in my room which I used to share with Carolee, and she glared at me, Ray got her out, but she came once again and thats when she shot me. I just saw the shock look on Ray's face as he took Starr away from there, never heard of him or her again.

I went from Foster Home to Foster Home after that, I met a guy name Paul. Paul Trout. He fell in love with me, I guess I could say I had feelings for him, but my heart was no one's I started to act like my mother. A few months later me and Paul moved in together, we got along well, but when he found out I was pregnant with Ray's child, he left. I was happy in a way, Me and Paul were more best friends then lovers.

Now, I am just sitting here watching the rain fall down, its been a long 6 years since all that mess happened. Recently, I just had a phone call, telling me that Ingrid died in prison, she just seemed to pass away in her sleep, but I her Daughter Astrid knew better, she probably somehow got sleeping pills and killed herself.

I am devastated. The only family I truly belonged to was now dead. Gone. All I had was myself and my baby girl Lillian Rae. I am 21 years old now, and Lily(Lillian) is now 5 years old. She is the spitting image of me. I feel like Ingrid now. I have a daughter just like My Mother had me, but I promised myself I would never turn out to be like my Mother.