On top of the roof
The air is so cold and so calm
I say your name in silence
You don't wanna hear it right now
I stood at the edge, eyes closed as the wind whipped my hair back. Spotlights were focused on me from below and above. The noise of helicopters and police sirens filled my ears along with the cries of people below.
The eyes of the city
Are counting the tears falling down
Each one a promise
Of everything you never found
Why couldn't my death be unpublicized and quiet? I wanted to get away from everyone and die in peace, not shatter to pieces before I ever hit the concrete…
I scream into the night for you
Don't make it true, don't jump
The lights will not guide you through
They're deceiving you, don't jump
Voices screamed at me as I prepared to jump, one foot sliding partially off the edge. I saw the lights from behind my eyelids and smirked, my inner self begging for me to end it. My love was the cause of this…
Don't let memories go of me and you
The world is down there out of view
Please, don't jump
Ah. The memories. Bittersweet and horrible thoughts of our past filled my head. It only drove me closer…
You open your eyes
But you can't remember what for
The snow falls quietly
You just can't feel it no more
Clouds above released powdery white snow that only made me feel colder and colder. I opened my eyes to look down, completely certain it would be enough to kill me.
Somewhere out there
You lost yourself in your pain
You dream of the end
To start all over again
Cuts on my wrist, pain in my heart, you on my mind… Why couldn't I hurry up?
I scream into the night for you
Don't make it true, don't jump
The lights will not guide you through
They're deceiving you, don't jump
Axel's voice rang out from behind me; he had called my name. But he didn't dare to come any closer.
Don't let memories go of me and you
The world is down there out of view
Please, don't jump, don't jump
"Roxas, listen to me…" He drew a bit closer and put a gloved hand on my shoulder. "Don't jump…"
I don't know how long
I can hold you so strong
I don't know how long
He stood beside me, balancing like a cat, and held me close to his lean body.
Just take my hand
Give it a chance
Don't jump
"Axel… Why?" Were the first words to escape my lips in hours.
I scream into the night for you
Don't make it true, don't jump
The lights will not guide you through
They're deceiving you, don't jump
"I realized my mistakes, love… I shouldn't have ever hit you…" He kissed my head sighed…
Don't let memories go of me and you
The world is down there out of view
Please, don't jump, don't jump
And if all that can't hold you back
Then I'll jump for you
We lost our balance…