Chapter 1
Spike vampire with a soul. Angel things he got it to get laid. If he only knew. The real reason why he wasn't clear across the world. Risk dying. You would kill him. Oh he was so f****** kill me he thinks himself. Spike just got done finishing the 10th level on. Devil's Gone Wild. He wants another beer but that would require him leaving his apartment and going to the store that he does not quite feel up to it at the moment. I was supposed to be done I was supposed to be finished I want up in a bloody blazing Glory. And just some shum didn't like Angel I gets stuck being brought back in this world again. Why did Lindsay even care. I mean was he that big of a pain in the ass to Angel ever. How is this punishment how was his getting back at him for whatever Angel ever did to him. So he goes out and you controls the street. I guess the cops corn to Wesley are calling him and vigilante. I don't understand why these women wear these high heels and I'm bleeding saving them. You asked me they deserved to be killed or vamped or whatever. But I continue to do it. Maybe Buffy's right maybe I don't know myself anymore. I spent over a hundred years as a demon getting far away as possible from what I was as a human. And then when I get my soul back. And I try to show Buffy I was who I truly was it one time. She tells me that she wants the man that she met old correction. She wants to soulless monster the tried to kill her. When she met me. But that was never good enough for her when I was trying to be with her. Spike sets in silence for several moments. Before deciding he really should go out and get some more beer. And save a couple more damsels in distress that are just plain asking for it if he's honest with himself.
The door of his apartment closes behind him. He locks it put the keys in his pocket and his down the hallway towards the stairwell. Finally making it to the parking garage. He dis alarms the Jag did he nicked from Angel the month before. Sliding into the driver's seat he turns the engine on and sets out onto his way to the nearest party store. He gets about two blocks before he comes to a red light. And suddenly out of nowhere a man runs across the street screaming for help. You could have least waited until I got a beer. He sits behind the steering wheel for a few moments trying to make up his mind if he wants to get the beer first or after he saves this man. Suddenly coming back to himself with the sound of the honking behind them by very angry drivers he's sitting at a green light. Balls he says to himself. And does a left turn . Cutting off a lady in the turn lane. Heading in a direction that he saw the gentleman. Run he sees no sign of the gentleman in question. He searches for 45 minutes for the man. Decides go to Wolfram and Hart to speak to Angel. Well he's doing a U-turn he suddenly hears is loud explosion coming from the east of his location. He grabs the keys out of the ignition exits the car and runs in the direction heared the explosion come from. Well he's running you suddenly sees a building in the distance. On fire with bits and pieces scattered all over the pavement. He can hear screams from inside the building. He runs inside. Searching everywhere absent-mindedly. Fines the gentleman on the second floor and not very good shape. He runs to his side. The gentleman opens his eyes for a few seconds. They're going to separate you. He hears the gentleman say through the Gargoyles of blood in his throat. Separate me Spike applies. There's no use the gentleman passes on due to his injuries. Spike Neil's there for a couple minutes. All I bleeding wanted was just a beer or swear to God. I guess I better go tell Angel. This is going to be a tickle and a half.