Changes

Phase 1: Phil

My name is Philip Deville. Most people call me Phil. In fact everyone does. Except for her. When she gets mad, she calls me Philip. I used to be upset when she was mad. Now I just want her back in my arms again. I'd give anything for her to just be mad at me.

Maybe I should start at the beginning. I've lived in this little town all my life. Same friends, same house, same room. I wasn't always alone there, but now I am. She used to share it with me. But now she's gone. Still in the same house but might as well be a thousand miles away.

I lost my virginity with my sister when I was 13. It wasn't wrong, it was beautiful. Damn anyone who says anything else. I know what's right when I feel it. We'd been together since before we were born, and I really thought she was the one. I thought we'd be together forever. But I was wrong about that. What did I do wrong, Lil? Why don't you love me anymore?

It was that stupid weekend when our parents went out on their own. They left us with no baby-sitter, since we were old enough to take care of ourselves. That was when Lil decided to invite someone else over.

I saw them together. She had her hands all over Lil. MY LIL. Wouldn't you have tried to stop her? She was stripping down my sister and who I thought might be my soulmate. "What do you think your doing?!!!!" I asked her.

Lil looked a little embarrassed, but that bitch just smiled at me with that evil smile she has. How I hate that smile. There was a time Lil hated it as much as me. Those times were gone now. Now my sister shut me out to be with her. "Phil, there is a reason I have my own room now." she said, and then shut the door.

I stood outside and I could hear them getting busy. I could hear her moaning. "Oh Angelica! Yes! Yes!" and more "Angelica you really do have a nice flavor." and the last one. "I love you, Angelica."

That was when I decided to leave. I couldn't take it anymore. If I heard anymore I might shoot myself or worse. I decided that it was time to visit an old friend.

Coming Soon.......... Phase 2: Dil