I do not own gundam wing or sailormoon.
This is rated pg13, only becasue it deals with suicide.
the prologue to Love of death
A group of girls one man, and two cats were huddled around a letter. There expressions were grim as the black cat began to read the letter out loud for all to hear.
If you are reading this then I have gone through with me decision to end my life. Don't blame yourselfs for not being able to stop me. I decided a long time ago that when this day came I would follow through with my plan of ending everything. I was forced in to a life I did not want, and I know how very selfish it is for someone to end everything and leave the people living to deal with the problems by themselves. But I needed peace, it is something I have not had for so many years, too many years. I have found it though, and it comes to me in dealth. Most people can change their lives, change their futures. But I can not my destiny stops me from doing so, and I have come to realize that the only escape is through death, and even through death I am unsure if my destiny will track me down, and drag me back into this life. You have all been very kind to me, you are family to me. You have fought by my side through everything, and yet for the biggest battle of my life you could not help, for you guys were the ones helping destiny keep me on track. I don't blame you, nor should you blame yourselfs, you could not have known how unhappy I truly was. You beleived very strongly that someday I would relize that the way my path was going would make me happy, but I have known ever since the first time I transformed into a sailor scout that in this life I could never be happy. You will not find my body, so don't bother your selfs in looking. I have left no trace for any one to follow. I am sorry that Rini will no longer be born, I loved her very much, but my living would just make any life she had miserable for she would know I would not want to be in the posistion I was in, and if I was to take my life after her birth her life would forever be ruined. You will forget about her in time I was assured that, for it will be as if she never existed. For now she never will. Good bye Darien I am sorry I must leave you, but its for the best you will find someone who you truly love, someone you deserve, that person just was not me. For my last act as the Scout leader I have sent the outer scouts back to guard the outer galaxy for with them there, you will not have to worry about pertecting Earth that much any more. I have run on much to much in this letter so I will end it now. Farewell my friends you were like sisters to me, and good bye my prince you meant more to me then I could ever tell you, don't blame yourselfs for my death for you could not have stopped me. I am not in a posistion to ask a favor after doing this to you, but I ask only one thing live, don't forget you do have a life, embrace it like I was never able to.
Love
Serena
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^In a dark room across town^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
Four figures stood completley slient, the anticipation could be seen in their eyes as they stared at each other. Each one wanting to say something, but no one wanting to be the first to speak. Finally the silence was broken, as the tall woman holding a staff let out a sigh. All eyes turned to her wanting to know what had happened. She looked at them, then camly started to walk away. The others stared at her back that was slowly fading out of view. Just as the tall woman with short blond hair opened her mouth to speak, the woman that had been walking stopped. She did not turn around, but spoke "It has been done", her voice was soft, but at the same time very stern. This time the the woman with aqua almost teal hair spoke "What do we do now?" The green haired woman still did not turn around, but nodded for them to follow. The three figures did not look at each other for confermation, but all started to walk towards the green haired woman very quickly. They knew what they must now do.
So how did you like it please review. This will be a crossover with gundam wing. Who would have guessed me do a gundam/sailor moon crossover *wink*. I know I should proably finish lies and promises, but i need a brake from writing that, and I was evry depressed, and so I needed to write something that was a bit depressing. It is short, but oh well its only a prologue. It will not be all that depressing all of the time, but unlike my other fanfic that had some violence but evry little this fanfic with have some situations where it will be heavy pg 13, dealing with many situations. But I'll warn you before hand if a chapter is really bad in violence or anything else.
This is rated pg13, only becasue it deals with suicide.
the prologue to Love of death
A group of girls one man, and two cats were huddled around a letter. There expressions were grim as the black cat began to read the letter out loud for all to hear.
If you are reading this then I have gone through with me decision to end my life. Don't blame yourselfs for not being able to stop me. I decided a long time ago that when this day came I would follow through with my plan of ending everything. I was forced in to a life I did not want, and I know how very selfish it is for someone to end everything and leave the people living to deal with the problems by themselves. But I needed peace, it is something I have not had for so many years, too many years. I have found it though, and it comes to me in dealth. Most people can change their lives, change their futures. But I can not my destiny stops me from doing so, and I have come to realize that the only escape is through death, and even through death I am unsure if my destiny will track me down, and drag me back into this life. You have all been very kind to me, you are family to me. You have fought by my side through everything, and yet for the biggest battle of my life you could not help, for you guys were the ones helping destiny keep me on track. I don't blame you, nor should you blame yourselfs, you could not have known how unhappy I truly was. You beleived very strongly that someday I would relize that the way my path was going would make me happy, but I have known ever since the first time I transformed into a sailor scout that in this life I could never be happy. You will not find my body, so don't bother your selfs in looking. I have left no trace for any one to follow. I am sorry that Rini will no longer be born, I loved her very much, but my living would just make any life she had miserable for she would know I would not want to be in the posistion I was in, and if I was to take my life after her birth her life would forever be ruined. You will forget about her in time I was assured that, for it will be as if she never existed. For now she never will. Good bye Darien I am sorry I must leave you, but its for the best you will find someone who you truly love, someone you deserve, that person just was not me. For my last act as the Scout leader I have sent the outer scouts back to guard the outer galaxy for with them there, you will not have to worry about pertecting Earth that much any more. I have run on much to much in this letter so I will end it now. Farewell my friends you were like sisters to me, and good bye my prince you meant more to me then I could ever tell you, don't blame yourselfs for my death for you could not have stopped me. I am not in a posistion to ask a favor after doing this to you, but I ask only one thing live, don't forget you do have a life, embrace it like I was never able to.
Love
Serena
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^In a dark room across town^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
Four figures stood completley slient, the anticipation could be seen in their eyes as they stared at each other. Each one wanting to say something, but no one wanting to be the first to speak. Finally the silence was broken, as the tall woman holding a staff let out a sigh. All eyes turned to her wanting to know what had happened. She looked at them, then camly started to walk away. The others stared at her back that was slowly fading out of view. Just as the tall woman with short blond hair opened her mouth to speak, the woman that had been walking stopped. She did not turn around, but spoke "It has been done", her voice was soft, but at the same time very stern. This time the the woman with aqua almost teal hair spoke "What do we do now?" The green haired woman still did not turn around, but nodded for them to follow. The three figures did not look at each other for confermation, but all started to walk towards the green haired woman very quickly. They knew what they must now do.
So how did you like it please review. This will be a crossover with gundam wing. Who would have guessed me do a gundam/sailor moon crossover *wink*. I know I should proably finish lies and promises, but i need a brake from writing that, and I was evry depressed, and so I needed to write something that was a bit depressing. It is short, but oh well its only a prologue. It will not be all that depressing all of the time, but unlike my other fanfic that had some violence but evry little this fanfic with have some situations where it will be heavy pg 13, dealing with many situations. But I'll warn you before hand if a chapter is really bad in violence or anything else.