I'm going to try to do this story over again I abandoned it before because I didn't get a lot I feedback on it I've fixed some problems so please review and comment
"Kagome Please don't look away, I need to see your face. Please I don't know what I'm going to do I need to know what you need. Your so happy when your with Kouga, and then when your are just with me your happy to. But then when we fight or argue you're not happy and then its like you go into yourself and are almost in another world. And then there are times that you look at me and I see hurt in your eyes. I know the last time I ran off with Kikyo really hurt you. I don't want to hurt you ever again. But it is like every time you look at me that's all you can see, it is almost like that's all that plays in your mind. I can't have you look at me and be in pain because I made a terrible awful and selfish choice. I need you to be happy with me like you were before I had run off with her. I love you Kagome, I need you to see that I am never going back there, but you're not happy all the time like you deserve. So I need to leave until I can stop hurting you, until I love only you. I hope you understand Kagome, my heart is breaking now, just like I know yours is to. It's killing me to leave you, but I need you to know I will always protect you. No matter what happens you will always have a piece of my heart.
"That's why I am giving you this, it's a piece of what makes me a demon. If you have this only you can call to me. No matter how far away you are, no matter how long it takes I will always find you. I don't want to leave you Kagome, but I have to, I need you to realize just how much I care. I need you to see that no matter what I come across no matter what gets in my way it will always be you that I come for. And if its ok with you, I would like to stay just one last night, I can't make my feet move without one last night with you. YOU, Kagome have made me into the man I am today, I would not be able to think or say any of this without all the work you put into me, all the sacrifice you have made for me. This is the reason I am leaving because you deserve, so much more, but I know you want me, so I am going to try to be better for you Kagome and no one else, because if not you deserve someone who hasn't ever hurt you, a fresh start. Kagome you deserve someone who will, love you as much as I do and be able to make you happy. And that is what I am giving you, you need this chance to love someone who is better for you then me. SO...Kagome...While I am alone and thinking DO NOT STOP LIVING...DO NOT STOP SEARCHING FOR SOMEONE TO LOVE. You need this Kagome, you need a fresh start, do not stop living and growing. If you do I won't forgive myself. Please Kagome I love you. Please let me stay just one more night, ill give you what ever you want just do not make me go."
Kagome stood with tears in her eyes debated on whether to punch him in the jaw because he had hurt her so much that she thought it wasn't possible to hurt that much anymore more, especially after her last show with him and Kikyo. Yes it was months ago now maybe even a little over a year ago now, but she was still crushed, and couldn't imagine any pain being as bad as it was then, and then Inuyasha proved her wrong. Or if she should hug him because the pain she was in could only be satiated by his touch and love. So she did both, she didn't care how confused he would be or how her hand would hurt after, she needed to do it.
Kagome turned and hit him with such force and speed that it caught Inuyasha off guard, and the moment her fist made contact she added some of her reiki power to make it last for a short time .She had added to much and sent him flying across the hut. Then she flung herself across the room towards him and clung to his chest, she cried until there was no more sound and she was out of breath. As they sat on the floor in each other's embrace and Kagome sitting cradled in Inuyasha's lap Inuyasha looked down upon her small figure and understood why she acted the way she did. He would have excepted nothing less from the Kagome he has come to love more than life. He didn't know how he was going to leave her even if it was in the morning that he did. So he just held her and etched every strand of her long dark soft hair into his memory. He wished for nothing more the to hold her for as long as he could. Kagome sat up and wiped her face and looked at Inuyasha and saw the new bruise she had made on his face, Inuyasha let her touch it, when her hand had made contact with his cheek he winced a little and then leaned into her touch and then reached for her small hand and pressed it firmly to his cheek. Inuyasha welcomed the pain that came with his need for her touch, he wished that he could take her pain away just like her touch did for his bruise. The only way he knew how was to just leave until he sorted it out in his head.
"I am sorry I punched you, I wish I could make you understand how much I need you. I wish you could just for get about Kikyo, maybe then you wouldn't hurt so much and I wish seeing you and her together didn't hurt me like it did. I can only let you go, I can only hope you will come back to me. But for tonight your going to stay right here, and you're not going to leave me not for one second. And your going to do what ever I say tonight, because its going to help me. I need you now Inuyasha, my heart is in pain and only you can care for it."
In understanding and hearing everything that Kagome had said, Inuyasha had a whole new pain to endure. The pain that he had caused her was almost too much to bear, it almost made him not leave. There would be no demon fighting no Kikyo and no pasts. There would only be him and her, and in the nights that this had happened in the past, these moments were his favorites. But Inuyasha knew that there would be an underlying meaning to this night. Kagome wanted to give Inuyasha something for him to remember while they were apart, and he would cherish it. This would be his something from his Kagome. He instantly agreed to whatever she wanted and had planned because he would give this woman anything her heart desired, and would give her anything she needed as well, even if she didn't think so.
Inuyasha pulled Kagome away from his chest and looked at her beautiful deep blue eyes and said, "Kagome I would do anything for you, whatever you wish, I would kill for you. That is why I want to give you this one gift. It is apart of my demon, it only recognizes you even though you are a mortal. It wants you as its mate just like I do. So it will respond to you even if I am far away it will call to me if you need me. Or if you want me to be with you for just any reason. All you need to say is three little words, all you have to say is, come here boy, and I will be there. Kagome I am at your mercy, just like when you put this necklace on me. Kagome you need time to forgive me, not only forgive me though, I need you to forget about my past with Kikyo. And if you can't you need to have that chance, a chance at happiness. I want you to be happy, I need you to be happy because if not it will kill me. I'll give you whatever you need, but I can't do that if you can't feel anything but sorrow and anger when you look at me. For tonight whatever you want is yours anything, just so long as you take my gift to you, and just for tonight forget about my past."
What Inuyasha was giving her was a small red ball of swirling mist, it was a ball in his hand placed over her chest. She felt a familiar warmth close to her heart, it made her happy. But she was apprehensive, what would this do to Inuyasha, would this make him weaker, would this make her stronger? She wanted this bad, but she didn't know the repercussions of it.
Inuyasha knew that Kagome would want to know everything about this, so he continued " Kagome I went to go see someone about doing this, as you know I have been thinking for a long while, and well if I give you this I'll know everything you feel, and ill only know your thoughts if you choose to let me into them. It does take some of my power away, but it turns out that I have more power then the average half-breed, and a lot more than I really need so if anything it will help me. As for you though, it will give you some of my powers, probably more strength and better hearing. It will be as though I am with you, but you will be hearing everything around you for yourself instead of me telling you. I was also told that the only way for this to work is for you to want this gift and accept everything that comes with it. Everything I have is yours, when and if you accept this though Kagome, know that when I become human all of me does, that means that the part that you have will either get all of my demon that night or it will go away just like it does with me. I should tell you that if you do get all my demon you will be a half demon for that night. And just as you will have my aura when I am at my regular self, when you are in this heightened state of being you will be able to feel and know everything I do. It's like our roles switch when the new moon is here. Kagome I would not be doing this if I didn't think it was a good idea, or if it was important. I love you Kagome, I don't want anything to happen to you."
The more Kagome thought about it the more appealing it became, she wanted apart of him so much. She knew that he loved her, that's why she was willing to let him go. She understood why he was doing all this, why he would leave her in the morning. He didn't want to, it had to be done, in order for them both to be truly happy as one. So she decided to ask one more question," Inuyasha, before I accept, I need to know, will this stay with me forever even if we do not come back together. Are you willing to do this even if I do not want to return to you and wish to be someone else's mate?" this question struck Inuyasha's heart just like Kikyo's arrow the day she pinned him to the tree. But it was an important question that could make sure that she would come back to him, because for Inuyasha there was no one else, she was all he wanted. He turned to her with a look of hurt and deep love in his eyes and told her the truth," Kagome, as much as it would kill me to see you go with another be it demon or human, it will never fully go away, as long as I still have a spot in you memory and in your heart, I will always be able to protect you. It will only decrease its hold on each of us if you do mate with someone else."
Finally Kagome accepted his gift, as he pressed it to her chest just above were he could feel her beating heart, she could feel the love and hurt and the pain that he was putting himself through. She had tears in her eyes Inuyasha hurriedly finished giving his demon aura to her, as soon as he finished though he understood her tears, and flinched at the sheer pain he felt because of his actions, then he felt a sense of understanding and love. When he looked at her he felt a sense of urgency hit him, so he leaned down and pressed his lips to hers in a heated passionate way
Kagome could see that her feelings had reached him because she saw a tear run down his cheek and touch his bruise. She finally understood everything she could hear all his thoughts and feel everything that he was feeling. She looked down and assessed these new-found feeling that she somehow knew weren't hers. Kagome turned to Inuyasha and looked at him in a way that told him to kiss her. When he did she initiated a passionate kiss that lasted almost forever until Kagome decided to bite Inuyasha as punishment for what he was putting her through she didn't let him know this thought, but since Inuyasha knew his Kagome so well, he knew why she drew his blood from his lips, he knew exactly how she felt. This is why he just took what ever she gave him, he even enjoyed what she did to his lip. But not as much as what she did next.
Alright guys and gals, I want to see some reviews, I have some big plans for this story. And I hope to see a good turn out because like all or you I am in love with Inuyasha and Kouga. Sooooooooooooo please please comment as well. Oh and I like long lemons so I can almost guarantee that the next chapter or two is all lemony goodness.