Disclaimer: I DON'T OWN INUYASHA. T.T
Author notes: here is another one you got to read and review. Thanks to all those who do. Also my other fiction is a poem called. Bleeding heart: tears : I was once. If you want to read it that is.
Now on to the story.
HE DON'T LOVE YOU
( Sesshomaru POV )
I watched as the beautiful older Rin teased Jaken. She had changed over the years. She was once a small girl now she had changed into the most beautiful thing I had seen.
" Sesshomaru-sama, may I go pick some flowers?" Rin asked walking up to her lord giving me that smile I loved, and could not say no to.
" come straight back."I said. Not really trusting her. Rin had become very cunning as she grew.
"Arigatou, Sesshomaru-sama!" Rin said and ran to the field. I let Rin go for a few minutes. Then I walked after her.
When I got there I was filled with anger. I saw Rin, My Rin , with that Kohaku. I about to turn to my true form. When she did the unexpected. She kiss Kohaku. He kissed her back. And I heard those words that for so long I wanted to say. " I love you". But I knew he could never love her the way I do. He doesn't think about her like I do. All he wants his pleasure. And to think Rin would allow that , breaks my heart.
He don't love you like I love you
Don't think about you like I think about you
He don't want to have your children
He don't wanna build his life around you
I walked back to the camp with anger. I was half way there. But I took another turn to some where I didn't know. If I was at the camp Jaken would just bother me. And if I headed back to the field id probably end up killing Kohaku. But that wouldn't win Rin heart, now would it.
But if you just said you hate me...
Tell me I should not be feeling what I am today
Tell me to silence my heart
Tell me We've been here before
And I will walk away from you love
I took a step to the right. Then I had a feeling. It wasn't a good feeling at all, it was like I shouldn't be walking away just yet. So I followed what my head said and went back to the field.
What I saw made my skin crawl. His hand was trailing down the kimono I gave her. But I noticed something. She was letting him do all this. Then it got ut of hand. Kohaku had now pushed her to the ground. He was forcing himself on My Rin. I heard her tell him to stop cause she had to get back to her lordI like the sound of the way she said I was her lord. But I knew she didn't mean it like that. She didn't love me.
For there is a wall between you and I
And he hasn't been treating you right
I've been watching it all
I seen you cry
And I just gotta tell you tonight
I spent a few hours away from the camp site. I didn't want Rin to see me spying on her. I was walking back to the camp. When I saw Rin siting near the lake where she baths some times. I noticed that she was crying. I hated it when she cried. She should know im here for her, I always have been. It hurts me that she wont come to me when she's hurt.
I was so lost in my thoughts that I didn't notice that Rin had started to take of her clothed and was getting into the water.I was in so much sock to see the body of the beautiful one I love. I couldn't take my eyes off her. But I am Sesshomaru so I can get a hold of my self.I tuned to the right an d started walking. Then...
CRACK!!!!!!
"Who's there" Rin put her hole body into the river only letting her head be out. then she noticed it was me. " gasp, Sesshomaru. You were pipping at me!!!!" Rin screamed in surprise
"This Sesshomaru would never do such thing." I said looking at her with a little irritation . I couldn't believe she thought I would do such a low thing. If I wanted to look at her body I would just force my self on her , but I love her so I would never do such things.
" then what were you doing, Sesshomaru!" Rin said grabbing a blanket and stepping out. she wrapped her body with it. She did all this glaring at me." are you sure your not a piping ton!"
" Rin I do not appreciate the fact that you think I would do so." I told her now with a little frustration. She was a bit surprised at this. I turned and walk away.
He don't love you like I love you
Don't think about you I think about you
He don't want to have your children
He don't wanna build his life around you
I knew I wouldn't be able to tell her. How could I. She would just reject me any way. But I know that he doesn't love her like I love her I rested my head on the nearest tree. I was going to go crazy. I hope this is just something that will pass away. And I hope im wrong. But to me she's all a man can desire. But he really doesn't know what he's got. I have for so long wanted that and now Kohaku has gone and taken it. I wish she would realize that I would treasure her.If only she would give me a chance. I wold make her smile. I know I would give her a love that is true. I know he doesn't love her like I love.
Tell me this love's just a feeling and will pass away
Tell me your heart is a liar
Tell me you're not what I know you are
All that a man could desire
He doesn't know, darling what he's got
But I will treasure you
If you give me a chance
I will make you smile, I will give you love that's t
He don't love you like I love you
Don't think about you like I think about you
He don't want to have your children
He don't want to build his life around you
As I leaned on the tree contemplating my love thing. Witch I didn't understand. I was the Sesshomaru and I was confused about love. And it was a human. Then I heard someone. How could I not have sensed that. I smelled the air it was Rin. But she wasn't here for me.
"Gasp! Sesshomaru! What are you doing here!"Rin yelled in sock.
' I'll just say it...' I stud straight up. Turn to look at her walked a few steps forward. " your waiting for him aren't you." I stared into her eyes. Mine filled with betrayal " he's not coming for you is he. He doesn't love you does?" I know I was being mean but I had to get my point accosted some how.
" and what would you know about love?! Your just a black hearted monster!!!" Rin yelled with what sounded like anger. But I knew that she was scared.
" that's how you see me, huh? Oh but I know more about love then you could ever." but before she could say anything back I kissed her and embraced her tight.
So why can you not see the place in your heart that was made for me
Why must you hide yourself away?
And why must you fight the way that I'm holding your hand tonight
Take a chance and give your heart to me
I could feel her trying to push me away. But I was to strong. I was losing control to . It just her skin is so soft. Her lips so...perfect. I started trailing down her neck, then...
SLAP!!!
" control your self Sesshomaru!" she yelled with tears in her eyes. I knew she was afraid of me now. I leaned back against the tree. " what in the world did I just do..." ' you know what you just did you hurt her and now she hate you. Great.' but still there is no way he could love her more than I..
He don't love you like I love you
Don't think about you like I think about you
He don't want to have your children
He don't want to build his life around you
He don't love you like I love you
Don't think about you like I think about you
He don't want to have your children
He don't want to build his life around you
He don't love you like I love you
Don't think about you like I think about you
He don't want to have your children
He don't want to build his life around you
authors note: don't worry im not going to make every single one sad. its just I thought of this while listening to this song. Please if I need improve men don't hesitate to send flames. Was it good bad tell me.