Prologue
What is love?
Who actually knows what love is. To me, it's just something that a person made up to describe the feeling of hurt you get when you leave someone or they leave you. I believe in love towards family and friends but how can you love someone so much that they become your entire means of existence. I don't think you can even love someone that much.
What is the point in loving someone? One day your 'one true love' is going to either leave you, or they are going to die and you will be left alone and heartbroken not wanted to live your life anymore. Or, you will leave them or you will die leaving them to suffer that same fate that everyone should be terrified about.
I mean in like 10 years from now everything will be different. My friends will probably be married, some of them will probably have children and I'll be here alone wondering, why you would put yourself through that pain.
Unlike my friends and relatives, I'm a realist. I don't believe in soul mates, or that fact that there is someone for everyone. I believe that pain is real, rejection is real. Loss and depression is real as well as world hunger and flooding's, love? Love is a Disney film. Fiction.
My name is Zoey Johnson by the way and I'm the average age of 19 and I've never been 'in love' nor do I ever want to be. Love is for books and romantic films, neither is what my life is.
That was till I met Jace Pryce he wasn't like the testosterone filled boys that I'm used to in my town, he was different, he was mysterious and I thought, maybe love was real, but like the saying says. There is a fine line between love and hate.