Moonlight Requiem
We Survive by our hands to mouths
…Day in day out…
We survive the stains of our Births,
Looking towards the worthlessness of mothers and fathers
I take you into me,
I feel as you would feel
I watch my skin shed
Fetid layers of pain, Sacrifice, malice
….As I wait…
I sit by and watch as you lay
Your hands upon my Existence
I no longer have words
Of my own
Nor am I any longer my own Creature,
Capable of sustaining itself
…Fiyero…
My Fiyero, he lives within me,
Every element of his fragile being
Shatters and bathes me,
Maybe I live as well
Within him,
I thrive and await my Rebirth
…of Hope…
A love so passionate
And devastating; it corrupts me,
It blinds me of my path,
My mission of Salvation
I sacrifice because that is the curse of
My humanity, my compassion, the stain of my existence,
….My existence…
It leads men to ruin,
I have no life
I possess nothing that
Holds me, this entity to the soil
I have no essence,
For I reject
….Your Love…
I do not deserve,
But yet you have given me something…
…I Hate…
You.
He gave me Womanhood,
I do not want it, I do not deserve it
He has awakened
The Emerald Goddess
He breathed sustenance into me…
I hate…that you have given me
Life