Well, I'm back with another Naruto fic. This one is very angsty, so if you don't like that than push the back button quickly. It has to do with Naruto feeling the effects of being alone, as well as other minor details. Enjoy.
Disclaimer: Do I have to do this every time? I don't own Naruto ok? ::pushes her attic door closed with her foot as it opens while whistling innocently::
Thoughts= 'Blah'
Speech= "blah"
If someone can tell me how to use the italic tag, it would be appreciated.
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'It's right there, all I have to do is reach over and grab it. After that relief will finally come and I'll be free.'
My hand moves out to grab the kunai resting on my bedside table. Just before it is mere inches away, my hand suddenly stops and begins to shake.
'No! I refuse to be afraid, besides, who's gonna notice if I'm gone anyway? Everyone in this village hates me. They all look at me with faces of loathing, they never look at me with faces of admiration like they do Sasuke'
My hand drops back down to my side as I sit on the bed, that last thought still loud and clear in my head. I try and shake it out, those thoughts can never lead to anything good. He won't care either way, just like the rest.
'Why do I have to feel so strongly for him? Why does my suffering never end? Is it not enough that my body holds a deadly demon within it? Is my life just a joke to whatever god is looking down at me right now?'
With those last thoughts my eyes narrow in sorrow and anger. My hand quickly reaching out without hesitation to grab the kunai and move it down, slicing my wrist open. I yelp slightly at the pain it causes before moving the kunai to my other hand and slicing my other wrist. Blood drips down my arms and onto the bed, the kunai dropping from my hands as I start to feel dizzy.
'"So this is the end? I never said those three words, but maybe it was for the best. They were all right, I'll never amount to anything.'
I feel my body collapse to the bed as the darkness begins to consume me, but just before I pass out I hear something slam and a loud familiar shout...
"Naruto!!"
Then everything fades away...
~Owari?
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Well, I don't know if I'll do a sequel, depends if I get good enough reviews or if the idea comes to me. This one came to me at 2AM. Anyway ^.^v R&R!