ow...
I was looking through my story views and...
ow
granted, one or two had up to 99 visitors! :)
but a lot of them had one, ONE PERSON
and that person was me... :(
just ow!
I think I just took a falcon punch in the confidence! :(
and what sad is that I was checking my view to try an get my moral up to continue one of my chapter stories :(
I barely want to post this right now!
anyway, for like the two people that care...
I had this idea a bit ago and didn't get around to typing it
sad enough, it was around my birthday :(
-grungekitty
Gibson sat in his lab
again
he heard everyone laugh from the main room
no one had noticed him leave
and he doubted that they cared
Gibson wiped a tear away,
whatever! he had science to do anyway
but he could focus on it
so he just cried
and he cried
not loudly
he really didn't want to explain why he was so upset to anyone
it always got turned on him
whenever they tried to comfort him on this subject
it always came out
"We're not ignoring you! you're being anti-social!"
and frankly, he didn't want them to come in because they thought he was upset
he wanted them to just miss his company!
Gibson sighed
he felt so alone!
it was like that a lot
Antauri was usually with Chiro, and before that, it was Mandarin
SPRX and Nova wound up together
and Otto could get anyone's attention
so Gibson just stayed in his lab
by himself
it seemed like something went wrong the second he tried to be social
so he stayed out of everyone's way
everyone seemed happier without him trying to interject in the conversation anyway
and no one cared when he tried to show them his experiments, or brag about his success
no one cared
it was a chore to listen to him
and a tedious one at that
and it would sting when they sighed and griped then said "ok"
then he wouldn't want to talk to them anymore
then they wouldn't let him leave
"it wasn't that important anyways" he'd say
"no really go ahead" they'd push
"no, really, it's fine" he'd say, trying to walk away
"no! come on tell me!" they'd say
"I was just going to say that I'm really excited for my samples from protun to arrive" he'd say with fake happiness, over simplifying what he wanted to say so he could leave faster
"that's it?" they'd ask
"yeah" he'd sigh, then leave
it hurt worse when they pretended to care like that
they could just say they were busy
instead of making him awkwardly say it
so he'd learned not to go talk to them about that stuff
and pretty soon, he was talking to them less and less
until they said some half hearted "we don't see you anymore" jokes
truth is
Gibson had gone a week on a different sleep schedule as everyone else
and by the time he got back on track with them
he realized that he had not seen any of them in that entire time
and all he got was a "look guys! he's alive!" from SPRX
no one else noticed
that's why he hid in his lab
his friends were chemicals and other such things
they never betrayed him
they were always there
they never griped about listening to him
and they brought him joy
so he stuck to himself
but there are only so many experiments he could run
had the team even noticed he was repeating?
did they care?
Gibson wiped another tear away
and went back to his "friends" on the counter
they'd keep him company
I typed up an explanation of where my side come from
but nobody cares about that do they?
that's why nobody likes me! I so freaking annoying! :'(
what i really need is an Alli attack hug
but it's 5 in the mourning
...
I'm going to go delete a couple stories ok?
-grungekitty