Come Right Back To You
The Wanderer. The Una Mens. The Fae. Bo was so tired of all of it. She wanted to be 15 again and totally ignorant of all of that. She wanted to live a normal life. The picket fence and the kids as Lauren would put it. Instead of working on all that for the past ten years she had kept risking her life and other people's because of something she had never asked for. She had saved many but killed nearly as much.
For what exactly?
Somehow, her dark thoughts brought her in front of Lauren Lewis' apartment door in the Dark Fae compound. It must have been around midnight, but the succubus hadn't really paid attention to the time. She rung the bell a few times, remembering that Lauren was probably sleeping at this time of night.
After a few minutes the door opened and the sight of her former girlfriend made her speechless. She was wearing a floral, silky robe that was opened wide enough to see the strap that held both cups of her bra. Her heart skipped a beat. She was so beautiful. She always was, but tonight Bo allowed herself to take it all in. She shined a light on the dark cloud in her mind.
"Bo?" Lauren said sounding a little bit confused. "What are you doing here, it's late."
Bo ignored her question and asked in a soft voice, "Were you sleeping?"
Lauren shook her head. "I was actually going to enjoy a tisane in a bubble bath. I can't sleep. What brings you here Bo?" she asked again.
"Can I come in?"
Lauren stepped away from the doorframe. "Of course."
"Thank you," Bo said and took a few steps inside her loft. She looked around and realized her new apartment wasn't much different then the old one. Her lab, neat and organized like everything else, occupied most of the space and Bo recognized some paintings and plants that were Lauren's. The only thing that differed was the color of the walls. "Nice place. Very… dark…ish."
"Yeah…"
Bo sighed and faced Lauren. "I'm here because…" she searched for something clever to say, something that wouldn't make her look like an idiot. Nothing. Instead she reached for the blonde and pulled her in a kiss that left them both breathless and clinging to each other for support.
"Bo…" Lauren started to protest, but when the brunette cupped her face and looked amorously into her big brown orbs she went quiet.
"I know what you are gonna say. We're on a break. It's complicated. But I lay every day at night thinking that tomorrow might be my last day or even your last day and I can't carry on like this with the thought that I'm not yours anymore. I know I fucked up but I love you Lauren please would give me another chance?" Bo's words were sincere and astounded Lauren in the best way possible.
"It wasn't all your fault Bo…" Lauren started slowly. "But if we get back together we need to communicate better. No more lying, even if it's bad or to protect one of us. No more secret. I will tell you everything about my past and you'll tell me everything about your present or future… whatever it is. Promise me."
Bo smiled and laced her fingers with Lauren's. "I promise."
Lauren smiled back. "I promise too. I love you."
Just then Bo realized that some music was playing from the stereo in the back of the room. She recognized the song almost immediately; it was the same that was playing when they made love in Bo's car a year ago. "Dance with me Doctor?"
Lauren mouthed a yes and let her girlfriend drag her to the living room where the music could be heard well. The succubus slung and arm around her lover's back, keeping her close as much as possible and their free hands met in the air next to them. They danced slowly, following the rhythm of the song and allowing themselves to relax in each other's embrace.
"Haven't felt like this for a while…" Lauren remarked and nuzzled her nose on the soft spot of Bo's neck.
"Like what baby?"
"Loved," is the only word that came out of Lauren and it broke Bo's heart. This was her fault. Bo loved her with intensity, sincerity and a complexity that she had never been able to put into words—and that, since the moment they met. However, her inability to choose and her stupid destiny had always drifted them apart over the years and she was the only one to blame. She had become so focus to get the answers on all her questions that she had forgotten her surrounding, her love- her real destiny. Bo stopped the dance and Lauren immediately realized her mistake. "Bo I didn't mean…" the blonde tried to correct herself.
The succubus' hold on Lauren broke and her eyes went full of tears. "You did Lauren… you did." Bo sighed and walked away to the large window that took the whole wall. She looked at the view that she hadn't really noticed before and gazed at all the illuminated building of the city. They were on the 29th floor and at this moment she felt like she was falling from this high—emotionally that is.
Lauren walked behind Bo and ran her fingers through the brown locks. "I'm sorry… I shouldn't have said that."
"No we promised to communicate Lauren," Bo started and faced Lauren. "This is never gonna work if I don't acknowledge my mistakes. I treated you badly Lauren. I wasn't faithful to you. I pushed you away, kept things from you. Quite frankly, I think I never knew how to love you properly, like you deserve. But I want this to change; I want to work on this with you. I love you so much Lauren you have nothing to apologize do you understand me you deserve so mu—"
It was Bo's turn to be interrupted with a kiss. One that was filled with passion and ardor that had been on hold for too long. Lauren's hands reached Bo's face and their lips separated, though no space was introduced between their bodies. In one swift move, Bo wrapped her lips around Lauren's fingers that rested on her cheek in her mouth, shutting her eyes closed to savor them. Lauren moaned in anticipation and watched her lover suck deliciously on the length of her digits.
"Bedroom?"
"Upstairs."
Bo looked around for the stairs before grabbing the back of the blonde's thighs and lifting her on her waist. She carried her with ease up the spiral staircase that leaded directly into Lauren's bedroom. She laid her down on the bed, straddled one of her leg and resumed to kiss her deeply.
"You look beautiful," Bo whispered when their lips pulled apart for air, but she didn't give her a chance to respond and pressed her mouth on Lauren again, her tongue slipping between the soft lips and exploring. As the hot kiss continued, Bo tugged at the belt of Lauren's robe and revealed more skin that she quickly gave attention to. Slowly, the succubus grazed her lips along her arm, on her strong bicep and in the crook of her arm where she put a wet kiss.
Meanwhile, Lauren let out small gasps and moans and caressed the brunette's hair, encouraging her to continue. This was one her favorite part of making love with Bo, beside of course the mind-blowing orgasms—the way she treated her body with so much reverence with her touches and kisses like no other ever had. She made her feel special, and after being treated like she was nothing by the Fae for years it meant everything.
Bo continued to explore her body slowly and Lauren had to tame herself so that her hips wouldn't flare up uncontrollably as Bo was driving her to the edge without even touching her sex yet. "You're wearing way to much," Lauren remarked and removed the succubus' shirt, throwing it beside the bed.
Bo stood of the bed to remove her pants and Lauren's body immediately missed her. The brunette took of her pants teasingly slowly and Lauren couldn't help but groan.
"Come back here stat," the blonde groaned.
Bo giggled and straddled Lauren's hips once again. "Got any more of that doctor-y talk?"
The blonde rolled them over and topped her, her hand forcing Bo's arm on each side of Bo's face. "Your eyes," Lauren started and looked at her them closely. "The pupils are dilated. First sign that you're aroused. Soon enough they are gonna turn blue." Bo's eyes indeed flashed blue unintentionally. The blonde removed her hold on Bo's arms and unclasped her bra. "Number two…nipples are erected due to the release of Oxytocin, making the muscle beneath them contract and harden." Lauren continued in a husky manner as she toyed with her breast. She trailed fingers down Bo's body and slipped them underneath her panties where she sunk two fingers in an incredible amount of wetness. "And finally… number three; the level of estrogen… particularly high in Succubi, is linked to the production of lubrication." She inserted two fingers inside Bo's in and out a few times to gather enough wetness and sucked off clean her fingers. "Which by the way tastes like heaven."
What Bo felt could be describe as a bunch of almost-orgasms that was enough to drive her insane. Her center flared up, trying unconsciously to get some release. "Lauren," Bo groaned.
"Yes love?" Lauren asked even though she knew exactly what Bo wanted. Instead she placed wet kisses along her neck to tease her some more.
"Please."
"Okay." Lauren finally gave in. She could have continued to tease her, but she was equally aroused too and wouldn't last long. "Tell me how you want it baby."
"Mouth. Oh god I need your lips and your tongue please," Bo begged.
Lauren smiled and didn't waste any more time; she removed her panties and wrapped her mouth around Bo's hard center.
"Wait Lo," Bo stopped her. "Turn around and get your beautiful ass up here."
They hadn't done this position in so long that the sheer thought of it made Lauren shiver and feel butterflies in her stomach. She turned her back to Bo and pressed her center on Bo's mouth and her own mouth on Bo's sex. Lauren was already moaning because of the succubus' warm breath on her clit. Without wasting any more time, the blonde took a good lick at the length of her pussy began small circles with her tongue on her clit. Bo did the same on Lauren and soon enough their movements were synchronized and rhythmic.
Bo was the first to come, letting out a loud, shuddering cry as her juices spilled generously onto Lauren's mouth and chin. This was enough to bring Lauren over the edge and cry out her release. They stayed stilled a minute or two until their breaths became more regular, placing soft kisses on each other thighs and abdomen in the meantime.
Lauren spun back on the bed so that she was in parallel with Bo and the brunette welcomed her in her arms. "I dreamt so many times about doing this again with you," Lauren admitted. Bo smiled. They stayed silence for a little while then Lauren spoke again. "I was scared Bo. Terrified. Of the intensity of your love. Nobody ever loved me like that." Bo's hold on Lauren tightened and she let her continue. "So I pushed you away. It was easier to because you hadn't been much present at that time. It was stupid." She turned her face to look at Bo and Bo brushed the blonde locks off her face. "I never want to lose you again."
"You won't. I promise." Bo placed a chaste kiss on her forehead. "Let's get some sleep, we'll talk tomorrow."
The succubus stretched her arm to close the light and they were left with the moonlight shining upon their naked bodies.