You Found Me
Where you've been?
That's the question I've been asking myself for two years and a haft.
Since the day you've gone. Since you left me alone on that empty couch. It was cold and painful. I was aching and hopeless…
So where were you? Did you ever think of me the way I think of you all the time?
I pretended to be happy so nobody would see the pain deep inside my eyes. I pretended to be ok so they would think that I really moved on with my own life. But my real life is waiting…for you.
Waiting for you to come back? That's awkward cause I don't know the answer.
I'm just waiting, hoping you will think of me somehow. But I know you never did and never will.
When you were here, I was lost in your eyes. But now you're gone, I'm still lost. Not in your beautiful deep black eyes anymore but the memories…about you.
Go on, invade my soul. I don't mind it. Because that's the only way for me to notice that you found me…
And here I am, lying on the floor, injured badly, surrounded by pretty moments I spent with you but worst of all…still in love with you…
So I'm wondering why you'd you have to wait…? Why don't you just go and look for me?
I just wish you will knock down that door right now and take me away with you…Then I don't have to be afraid that you've forgotten everything we were. Then you can make me feel like I'm alive once again…
But that would be a little late. Cause my heart is already broken…
You used to call me annoying. I don't mind. Maybe I'm insane. But that's good too.
Cause that made me feel like you didn't ignore me. I'm not invisible in front of your eyes. It almost made me feel I wouldn't have to end up alone…without you…
Back then I madly had a crush on you. But now I don't anymore. Cause now, I'm in love with you.
I lost you, lost a part of me. And now I'm losing everything I am by living in memories of you. But I don't mind at all. Cause I'm nothing without you.
The first morning I woke up and realize you were not around anymore. Everything falls apart and it breaks me to believe that you're gone.
I was screaming but you didn't hear.
I was fighting but I didn't win.
I was begging Naruto to bring you back but I was so wrong.
Because of you I was like an evil witch. I didn't care 'bout any one else. I just saw my pain.
Wait, there's something else was in my head…you…
-Hey Sakura…
That voice…I'm breaking inside…again…
-Cannot sleep? It's 2 a.m in the morning…
I turn around and our eyes meet…
You're sitting there on my window…
I wish I could call your name but I'm mute…
-You're still here. Looks like I found you.
Yeah, you're right, you found me. After all the pain you caused me. After all these time I've been waiting.
I don't wanna ask you why you're here. I don't wanna know. Cause if I do I'll figure out you'll go and leave me again.
I don't wanna hold you and tell you how much I missed you and that I love you so damn deeply. I just want to see you here that's all…
I know this is too late. I've already broken. You've already turned into someone, something else. But I don't mind it cause…
-You found me…