Well. I feel like total shit now... I have nothing against Canada, I swear! I just started writing and this was the result! :'(

Of course my first Hetalia fanfic is suicidally-themed...

I'm not depressed anymore, honest!


It was a release, not a death wish.
I would take the blade and slice open my own skin, watch the blood drip down. I
could have sworn the rusty-colored substance stained my skin.

None of the other nations ever remembered me.

When I saw the scars, I imagined the blood.
When I imagined the blood, I felt the fear.
There were too many questions I had. What if I cut too deep? What if I bled too
much? What if I... died?

It was a release, not a death wish.

I look at the sink in that bathroom. It is partially filled with water. The
clear water transforms into a thicker, darker liquid.
There is blood in the sink.

It was a release, not a death wish.

A slow cut, a single swipe of silver.
Another. Deeper, harder.
Again. Release.

I feel my heartbeat slowing steadily.
As everything fades to black, I have only one thought.

It was... a death wish.

And now nobody will have a reason to forget me anymore. No one ever remembered
Canada to begin with.


...Yeah... I was just depressed after reading this really dark fic that totally bummed me out...

Please don't hate me.

-Bug of Fire, the PyroScorpion