A/N Note: well, i thought i would try this kind of fanfic, Cliche i know.
I DON'T OWN Death Note
Review, and sorry if its too dark, i just wanted some emtion for the main charecter, even though some of the things are really unlickly
also the quote is orginal, dont steal,please?
Ch.1 Reality
Dreams are meant to be lived, not slept through- Shintaro Kozu, 2011
"..Time to buy some new manga..." Scott said quickly grabbing his keys and heading to the nearest comic store, even though manga isn't a comic. He had some hard time getting there because of the crash on the street adjacent to it. " Just my luck, COME ON MOVE IT!" He honked his horn three times at the person in front on him, hoping he or she wouldn't get out of the car and confront him, he wasn't a very physical person. When he did make it to " Reaver's Comic Reads" he browsed the manga section, going from Shounen to Mystery, and finally to Crime. " Death Note?" He fingered the first volume, with a picture of a teenager and a monster on the front, holding a scythe..
" I'll take it.." Scott muttered to himself, a very bad habit he inherited from his parents. He paid the cashier the money owed and left clutching the manga. "..And I.. Will reign over as God of a new world!" Light said to Ryuk. Scott couldn't believe it, this manga reflected his ideals perfectly. In one day he read The first volume, and rushed out to get all the rest, going to several different stores. Scott would have changed some of the Manga to make Light stick to his Noble goal, but he couldn't, it wasn't possible. His parents were growing ever so concerned, seeing him enter with a stack of 11 volumes of ONE comic book. " This isn't normal, do you understand that?" His parents scolded him, but he didn't care, all he wanted was Light to win, to him Kira is Justice.
He kept reading it, digesting the one of a kind storyline, until the final manga chapter. Scott was heartbroken. How could he lose? He was Justice, He was righteous,He was a true God! Why? WHY to a little kid! Scott got angry, he started ripping out the last chapter, page by page, his Justice was ruined. His parents saw the papers strewn across the floor and angerly told him to pick it up. Scott complied thinking They don't understand, My justice is gone, is this really how the world works? Is this really justice, to let crime keep going? Death Note effected him, it changed him, emotionally and physically. He was soon losing weight, and he started fretting over simple things, trying to make them perfect, in his way, This was the only justice he can have.
Scott was diagnosed with OCD, he was going insane,he was losing it all, not just his justice. His parents wrote the Mangakas of Death Note, pleading them to draw another chapter where Light lives, sadly they denied their request, stating that, if they draw another chapter, they would be ruining the righteous justice they ended with. The parents explained his situation, saying that they would sue if they didn't right another chapter, but they were laughed at, there was no justice in what they said, they had no case. Justice was all that came down to it, and Scott was obsessed about Justice.
They bought the complete anime set, not knowing the damage it would soon cause. Scott was perplexed with the anime, slowly effecting him positively the doctors said, they thought they had succeeded. While the parents were gone Scott put in the last disk and played that last episode. He thought this might be different, He thought this show would have his justice. " NOOO!" Scott yelled as he saw Light's desperate attempt to flee the warehouse, this was like the manga, his justice would be denied again.
Scott tried to end his pathetic life, but seeing as there is nothing in his white,padded room, he decided to starve to death, but he only fell into state of food deprivation, and finally a coma. His mind was telling him he was not to live on this rotten earth no longer. God,I have never prayed to you, nor acknowledged your existence,but I am literally on my knees right now,Please save my son, whatever the cost. The father prayed every night and day as soon as he heard the news. His mother cried, and cried, but soon she started blaming her son for her pain, after all it is his fault he read the #!*% manga anyway, why should she suffer for him, why should she not live a happier life? The mother left the father and went to America, and died in a robbery, another injustice.
I want my justice, I want it, I want it, I want it! Scott yelled in his mind, and slowly he began to stop thinking at all, and he began to dream.