You won't understand
Rukia makes me feel like shit. You don't care? Or is it you don't notice? You make me feel guilty. I even began to feel regret. Everything I done wrong is clear to you. It reflects in your eyes. You're a punishment. I must be in hell.
You make me lay awake at night. I spend so many sleepless nights tossing and turning. Its all your fault. In the morning when I see you, there are no bags under your eyes. Why is it only me?
You always make me look dumb, yet I'm the intelligent one. You leaves me speechless. You always say something strange. What is wrong with you? What is wrong with me?
You leave things up to fate. There is no second guess. You always think you know whats best. Life is a gamble with you. I don't know anything anymore. I never can predict what comes next.
You drive me to the brink of insanity. You do that with a smile. I don't know how I remain sane with you around. You should hurry up and lock me up.
Your nothing I asked for. Your everything I asked for. This confuses me too.
Its all the little things that draw me in. The way you talk. The way you look at me. The way you walk. Its the way things should be. The way your eyes smile. The way you brush your hair out of your face.
I'm so damn lucky.
You just won't stop. You always irritate me. You tease me to no end. I don't respond to it. I rather not indulge in such childish games. Yet some how..I always get drawn in.
I sometimes think, What makes you so special? Is it that you don't yearn for fame like everyone else? You treat me the same, no matter what happens?
I'm so damn unlucky.
You make me feel like shit. You're nothing I ever asked for. Yet I love you...And you never knew. I still carry these emotions with me, and I won't tell. Think of it as pay back for giving me hell.
Don't get mad at me when you say my name. "Ulquiorra!"
I will look up with a hint of a secretive smile. Go ahead and ask why. I'll never tell.
Extremely random story. I just needed a release on emotion(s) I guess.I didn't mean to rhyme.