I do not own anyone. Except for Ross. Yeah, I wish. Please tell me what you think.

Paring: Ross and Rachel.

Season 4 setting.- Lobsters forever

As I sat and watched him and his future bride sit on the couch looking lovingly at each other. I remembered those days when he used to look at me the same way. He kissed her cheek, and a tear filled up my left eye. I wiped it away softly, and then said to my best friend "Monica, what are we going to do today after work?" Monica laughed and replied excited "Well we are going to get together and read Ross' wedding invitation together." I looked down, and gathered a smile together, even though all my muscles were working up a frown. I hugged her and said "Okay, that will be fun". Just as I finished, he sat beside me to get a packet of sugar. I smelled his sweet and sour cologne. I closed my eyes, wishing that time stopped, and I could have one sweet kiss one more time from his thick and daring lips.

He smiled at me and said "Careful, Rach. " he was referring to me stepping on his foot. I smiled and said "Oh, sorry." I blushed, thank Moses that he didn't notice. He went over to her, I don't even want to mention the name. She had come in to see an opera, and now she was all over him, just like I used to be. She wiped away some whipped cream that he hand on his cheek. I remembered how I used to tease him like that. I left to work, and stepped out of the coffee house without even saying goodbye to anyone. I felt a splurge of hatred towards the woman sitting beside my lover, my Soulmate, my guy.

I walked down the cold New York street, stepping one by one, counting the beat and the melody that my sandals made as I walked. I hummed Locomotion. "everybody doing a brand new dance now…come on baby do the locomotion." I started to sing it in my mind, and by the time I got to work I was at the end of the song.

I sat down at my well rounded desk in the middle of the office. I sat quietly waiting for my first client. A woman walked in and said "Hi, my name is Katie. I really need a dress for my sisters wedding." Rachel smiled and said " Yeah, sure. Did you have any unique colour in mind?" She gasped and said "Wow, you got a good looking boyfriend." I glanced at the photograph that she was pointing at. I sighed and said "Not anymore, h is just my good friend now." The woman looked at the floor ashamed. Rachel noticed and said "Don't worry, I am okay. On our one year anniversary, he slept with another woman." She looked down and said "Wow, why did he do that?" Rachel replied "well, he isn't a cheater. He was just drunk. Plus I did say this thing about a break. We are just very complicated."

The conversation I had with the woman convinced me to tell Ross that I forgave him for sleeping with that Xerox slut. I stepped in My apartment and noticed the gang there except for Ross, the only one I was looking for. I opened my mail, and realized that it was an invitation for Ross' wedding. I looked at the gang and said "You guys, no its really okay. I am okay with it." I sat beside Monica, and Ross came in. His big brown eyes centred towards my face, he sat beside me and whispered slowly in my ear "I need to talk to you." I could have fainted right there, having his lips, near mine again felt so right.

He pulled my hand and took me outside.

As I walked I felt like I was with him again, and we were trying to escape from the gang trying to find a place to make out in. He opened the door, and my smile quickly became a frown. "Rachel, I know Ross and I getting married probably has an effect on your life. Since, it has happened so quickly. We wanted to know if you are alright?" I looked at her gathering my thoughts. I thought he was going to throw himself at me, and we would be happy together forever. Who was I kidding? "I am fine with it, I mean I have moved on. Emily treat him right. I have to go now." I left with the right to remain being an complete foolish idiot.

That night, I took a foam bath. Trying to release all my tension into the bubbles. Though I turned on the music to an easy rock station.

As I hear:

"Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked outta my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart

Come and kiss this pain away
I can't forget the day you left
Time is so unkind
And life is so cruel without you here beside me"

The bath had quickly filled with my tears. Until, I heard the door jingle open. He closed the door, and opened up his robe, and softly brushed my lips, and then he whispered into my ear "I missed you". I smiled as I rubbed my hands up and down his back. He whipped away my tears, with his kisses. He rubbed his feet against mine, and I held onto him. It was just like old times. Until "Rachel, what's going on in there?" I was awakened by my beautiful dream, by my best friend. "Monica I am fine, just enjoying the bath." Monica smiled on the other side of the door, finally having Rachel relaxed was a gift from God.

"Did you see the look on her face?" Emily shouted.

"Honey, relax. She doesn't have any feelings for me." Ross replied.

Emily then asked confused "Then how come her smile faded when she saw me?" Ross looked down and said "I don't know. Though, I know that she doesn't have any feelings for me!" Ross rubbed Emily's shoulders. Emily sighed and said "Okay, well is she coming to the wedding?" Ross replied "No, she said she said she had to work." Emily smiled "Good, we don't need her there." Ross froze "Why not?" Emily then said disappointed "Do you still love her?" Ross froze "No, of course I don't love Emily. No! I do love you, I don't love her, that's what I meant." Emily then said "Okay, good." Ross sighed and puffed out some air. I really need to get over her. He thought.

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