The thought of Esme and the day she jumped off the cliff has always stuck in my mind. What happened to this poor loving woman that forced her to decide to end her life. This is what I believe happened to her.
Esme's Flight
I looked down at the bottom of the cliff. The rocks were the size of boulders. They were jagged and terrifying but they were some how calling for me, glistening in the suns rays it looked like a thousand tiny diamonds sparkling back at me. The waves were crashing violently against the beautiful rocks. The sun was shinning and the air felt so warm caressing my lifeless body. My toes started to edge forward over the rock ledge. I closed my eyes and breathed deeply, I could hear a voice calling me.
Esme, come home to me child. Esme, Matilda is waiting for you. Esme, jump and the pain will be no longer.
How could I possible continue my life with out the love of my precious child? My sweet, sweet Matilda. Her face was so pure and beautiful, rosy cheeks, emerald green eyes, golden ringlets hung to form her face so flawlessly. She was perfect and she was mine but we were together for such a short time.
She was taken from me far to soon. No child should ever leave this world alone with out a mothers love. She was taken from me, she was taken from me. I was screaming at the top of my lungs with what energy I had left. How could you take her from me, God; how could you take her from me. She was all that I had and you ripped her away from me. The only thing that I had to live for, the only thing I wanted to live for. We were already abandoned by a loveless man who had no interest in us, hadn't we already suffered.
I can't bear the though of being alone in this world. I am no good to anyone for I couldn't possibly get over this grief; I feel the hate and anger burning inside of me again. The words kept repeating over and over again,
Esme, come home to me child. Esme, Matilda is waiting for you. Esme, jump and the pain will be no longer.
No one could love me; I am not worthy of love. I am broken. I will be broken forever. The tears started streaming down my face, and calm finally came over me, it warmed my body. My yellow dress was blowing in the wind wrapping around my fragile frame. The sun started to heat my face as I looked up towards the sunshine. Looking for answers, for help, for guidance. Again a calm soothing voice came over me.
Esme, come home to me child. Esme, Matilda is waiting for you. Esme, jump and the pain will be no longer.
It was the answer; jump and it will all go away. I wouldn't have to live with this excruciating pain any longer. This void in my life would be gone and I would be at peace. Finally I could be at peace and hold my beautiful daughter again.
The though of Matilda warms my heart. I can see her beautiful face in the distance. Stepping closer to the edge I look out over the horizon. My arms rose in front of me reaching for her embrace. With one step forward, I descended into flight. Countless thoughts and memories entered my mind and it was so joyful. In that moment I was finally happy. My eyes closed and I could see Matilda face as clear as a nights sky filled with a million stars. My precious angel, mommy is finally home.
I hope you enjoyed it. This was going to be a One shot but I liked where the story could go. Should I continue with a story of Carlisle and Esme?? Let me know what you all think. Please, Please R&R!!! Thanks.