Author Note-- Hey everybody this story will [hopefully] be a fresh start for my fanfiction. This is a short non-chappy. I'm hoping to update once every three days until school starts and then you'll get maybe[!] twice a week. I need a beta please email me at mirandaaltha gmail [dot] com if you're available, even if it's just for a few chapters.

Disclaimer--

Last time I looked in the mirror I was thirteen... not thirty five. Last time I blew out my candles it was July not may. And last time I wrote a fanfiction the characters all belonged to Stephine Meyer not me... Sob :'(.

I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT, NEW MOON, ECLIPSE, OR BREAKING DAWN. I wish I did but I'm not her and never will be

I'm his "side girlfriend". We grew up next door from each other and our parents always thought we would fall in love. We were like two halves of a whole, excuse my corny metaphor.

We had a great relationship at first but then things started to change. He'd ask me out less and less, Jessica and Lauren more and more...

Until our loving relationship became more like an affair and I became the "other women" so to speak...

My wonderful, caring, sweet, shy, and amazing boyfriend became a womanizing jerk who would get what he wanted from girls and then get bored of them.

He's a pig...

But I love him.

Every time I get close to thinking about getting out of this messed up non relationship he does something sweet that reminds me why I love him so much.

Send flowers just because, show up at my locker with chocolates, take me out to an expensive dinner just to talk.

But then he pulls something like this.

I walk into the cafeteria and my eyes lock with a vivid pair of green ones.

Damn it Edward Cullen must you always be such a male whore?

His eyes held amusement instead of the guiltiness that should be there when your girlfriend of four years catches you feeling up the schools biggest slut.

Lauren was giggling, totally unaware of the scene going on between Edward and I.

Almost no one knew about our "relationship". No one would understand why the two of us would be attracted to each other.

I'm popular but not in the same sense as he is. People like me because I speak my mind and because I can sing.

People like him because he has the looks of a god and the inheritance to match.

Because I was unaware of almost everything going on, still in shock from the cockiness in Edward's smirk when he saw me and knew I saw what he was doing, Angela lead me to a table.

I couldn't eat my lunch, I was suddenly too close to crying.

"Bella, you know he's a pig and doesn't deserve you. Your too good for this, why don't you leave him and date an actual man?" Someone said. I didn't have to look up to know it was Mike. Mike Newton, he's had an edge-of-obsessive crush on me since I can remember.

"Mike, be sensitive, you know how Edward used to be" Angelia scolded him. God I love that girl, she like an older sister. She always stands up for me and knows how I'm feeling. It's like she can read my mind or something. [AN-- Okay, I had to put the mind reading bit in some how, but no, she can't actually]

"Just saying..."

A/N: Pm me with ideas :)