Chapter One: Unapologetic
After last night, I felt sick to my stomach. I felt like I wasn't the girl that came here... I didn't feel like myself. I felt different, disappointed, slutty. I stood in the mirror with disgust for 20 minutes. What I did to Ryan ruined me, I fucked up everything between us. I hated what I did. I left the bathroom and got dressed. I had to talk to Ryan, "Sook, I'm going to Merlotte's! I'll be back in a little bit." I yelled while running downstairs. I had to tell him about everything between Eric and I, I drove as fast I could to Merlotte's. "Hey! Hannah where's Ryan?" I said as soon as I walked in. "He's up at the pond by Merlotte's." Hannah said.
"Ryan!" I said gladly.
"What are you doing here? Aren't you suppose to be with your fanger lover?"
I guess I needed that comment.
"I came here to apologize to you. I lied and hurt you."
"Ha! You got that right!" Ryan said
I sat next to him.
"Are you going to listen to me?"
"Fine! Tell me!"
"Okay. Before I tell you about Eric. I need to tell you something about what I am."
Ryan's face went from being annoyed from being concerned
"What you are?" Ryan said
"Yes. I'm telling you this out of trust and love. So I hope you'll understand..."
I gave a long pause and took a couple deep breaths before I could release the news.
"Ryan... I am a shapeshifter and a faerie."
His face turned from pink to pale white.
"Ryan! Say something?!"
I should've knew this was gonna happen.