"Goodnight" Andy said, turning over, Shaun turned off his lamp and settled into bed.

"Night.."

It had been bothering Shaun for a while now, how suddenly he's confused about his sexuality, he tossed and turned, trying to rid the thoughts of kissing a boy out of his head, but it wasn't any boy it was Andy, who was falling asleep next to him right now, Shaun clenched his eyes shut, as if it could get any darker. He tried to think of something other than wrapping his arms around Andy, he turned towards Andy and snuggled up sighing.

"Will you stop it!" Andy whined.

"Stop what?" Shaun replied.

"Fidgeting. I can't sleep"

"Sorry..."

Shaun relaxed a bit, daydreaming about things like meeting his favourite band member or going on tour, then his mind flash back to Andy again.

Fuck it, he thought.

"Hey Andy..." Shaun whispered.

"Hmm?"

"Can I ask something?" He spoke a bit louder now

"Me first, what's the time?" Andy sounded awake now, turning around. Shaun quickly looked at his digital clock before looking back at Andy.

"About 1am"

"Wow, we spent an hour and a half talking and now we can't sleep" Andy chucked softly.

"Yeah well I have to ask something serious right now Andy" Shaun spoke in a tone that made Andy go quiet.

"...what is it?"

"Do you ever, like...think about boys" the awkwardness began to fill the room, Shaun sat up a bit, his arms out of the covers, he could feel Andy's eyes on him.

"We'll of course, I know boys, and I think about them-"

"No but like, do you imagine your first kiss with a guy, do you imagine kissing a boy at all, or cuddling them..or, I don't know, loving them"

"W-...Why are you asking this exactly?"

"Just answer the question" Shaun said irritated.

"Well, not really, I guess...do you?" Andy asked curiously, Shaun stayed quiet.

"Shaun? You didn't fall asleep right" he reached out to him, Shaun grabbed his hand, the only shadow he could see.

"I'm here"

"Answer the question...Shaun, do you think you're gay or bi?" Andy questioned.

"I don't know." Shaun replied bluntly, sliding back down, rolling to look at Andy.

"It's okay if you are..." Andy whispered.

"No, but I only see one guy when this happens, not any guy, this one guy.." Shaun whispered back.

"Who?" Andy asked

"Shhh"

Shaun felt his way through the dark, running his hand up Andy's shoulder, through his hair and moved his fingers to his lips so slowly, they were soft and smooth. Shaun began to lean in.

Best part was, Andy didn't say a word, he closed his eyes and waited for the impact, and when it happened, it was beautiful.

Slow, intimate, the second Shaun pulled away, Andy put his hand on Shaun's waist leaning up and kissing him in the dark. The second their bodies touched they it was as if they could see, they explored every dip ad crevasse of their hips and back, their lips in a binding bond, the warm covers kept them warm and close, their legs entangled with one another, their hearts raced at the same speed, Shaun could feel Andy's cold nose on his warm cheek, as Shaun could feel his cold nose on Andy's warm, blushing cheek. Shaun held Andy so close to him and he didn't wanna let go. The two 15 year olds couldn't let go of each other, they didn't want to, they were falling into the deep sea.

Andy kissed Shaun once more, before kissing his cheek, then neck gently.

Neither of them said a word after that, no words needed to be said, Shaun kept his arms around Andy, as Andy did to Shaun, running his fingers slowly up and down his back.

Andy lied when he said to Shaun he never thinks about guys, because he does, he thinks about Shaun. And now he was snugly warm in his arms, and he never wanted to move, he was content and it was easier for the both of them to fall asleep to the sound of their equal beating hearts.