What happened after 5 x 09, when Deeks brought Kensi home after dinner?

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Deeks' hand was clamming up as he fished his keys from his pocket to open his door. Kensi fiddled with her car keys as a quiet "bup bup" locked her SUV. Deeks opened his apartment door and let Kensi in.

The ride from the posh restaurant to Deeks' apartment was just 15 minutes but it seemed like hours. No one spoke. Kensi had her hands on the wheel and her eyes on the road while Deeks had his hands on his lap. Kensi would sneak a look at him, and Deeks would sneak a look at her, and their gaze never meet but they knew.

Something big is about to happen.

"I'm gonna get some water". Kensi headed to the kitchen as Deeks turned on the lights in his apartment.

Kensi took a mug from a drawer and filled it with water. She drank the whole thing in one go, parched from the long silence and perhaps from the knowledge of what can or cannot happen.

Deeks just stared at her form. Her long brunette locks, her tiny waist, her legs that go on forever. How she worshipped this woman, yearned for her. And now she is here. With no hesitation, no question. Kensi Blye is in his apartment. And not for platonic reasons.

Deeks came up behind Kensi and hugged her by the waist, buried his face in her neck. Kensi nuzzled her nose on his cheek.

"I got the number of the Korean place, we can get bulgogi delivered... " Deeks whispered.

"I'm not hungry"

Kensi turned around and wrapped her arms around his neck. She took a deep breath and she smelled him. With her finger she touched his mouth and gently opened his lips.

"I'm hungry for this"

Deeks kissed her deep, lifting her off her feet. As if by instinct, Kensi wrapped her legs around his waist, as she turned her head and kissed his lips some more.

Deeks sat her on the kitchen sink and kissed her neck. Kensi felt heat course through her body as she felt his plump lips on her clavicle, her shoulder, her jawline.

"You drive me crazy, Kens." Deeks whispered.

Kensi giggled. "I can say the same about you."

"A different crazy" Deeks whispered, as he planted another kiss on her lips "A hurtful and pleasureable pain on my chest and loins and other areas crazy"

Kensi started taking off Deeks' jacket, his arms not resisting her touch. "I don't want you to feel any pain" she said as she began unbuckling his belt. "Only pleasure."

It drove Deeks over the edge.

He carried her to his bedroom and placed her gently on the bed. As he descended upon her, Kensi's desire turns into hesitation.

"Everything's about to change" Kensi said.

"It doesn't have to" Deeks said , taken aback by her change of heart.

"We will have to choose"

"I don't care"

"What are you doing to me, Deeks?"

"Falling in love with you".

Kensi lunged to him and kissed Deeks gently. She wrapped her arms around his neck, as Deeks settled on top of her.

As each piece of clothing was stripped from their tired yet beautiful bodies, so did the fear and the worry of what will happen next. They were, in every sense of the word, bold.

And bolder still, when Kensi felt Deeks inside her for the first time in almost five years as partners. She had thought of him before, during moments of loneliness and weakness, but she never expected this. She never thought he would be gentle, generous and graceful.

And Deeks, he thought of her too. Oh so many times he had been with her before actually being with her. But he never thought in a million years that the stone cold fox out in the field would be a sweet, delicate swan in the bedroom.

When it was over, when both man and woman are spent, the smell of sex on Deeks' bed plus the sweet smell of Kensi's perfume were so intoxicating they fell asleep in each other's arms, spooned naked and silent for a good couple of hours.

Before closing his eyes, Deeks whispered.

"Good morning"

Kensi smiled and replied weakly. "Indeed".