My Heart is beating from me, I'am standing all alone. Please call, me, only if you are coming home.
From the begginning, no one in my family liked Blade. They basically though that he was white trash. Living in this strict life with perfect parents, perfect brothers, and perfect sisters, I felt like I was trapped. I needed to fullfill my parents wishes to be perfect. I could never be me.I could never be who i really wanted to be. I could only want, but never get. This was my unwanted perfect life. I hated every minute of it.
Ever since I was young, I realized I was diffrent. Not just diffrent from my ideal perfect family, but diffrent from all of the people that surrounded me, the people I was grouped with. This was the real me. The girl I want to be.
I go to an all girls school cause my parents don't want me involved with boys. Typical, right? But even though I'm in this all girls school, I know a ton of guys from the all guys school, across the street Thats where Blade is, thank god I'm so lucky. In then end, I guess theyre little plan didn't work.
I was born super skinny, and super tall. I have long black hair and bright shiny hazel eyes. My skin is a fair olive that gets pretty and tanned in the summer. But, I would have to say that my smile is the best part of me. My braces definatly payed off, because my teeth are perfectly straight and a bright white. Not to brag or anything, but I'm kinda beautiful. I'm super confident in that if not anything else. Some would say that i'm really cocky when It comes to my looks but hey, whats wrong with having self esteem?
As I said, I know i'm pretty and no doubt I can get anyone that I want. But thats just the problem. I'm to pretty for my own good. I need someone that sees pass my beauty and just sees the beauty inside of me. The wonderful person that I'm inside, the person that has an amazing personality but cant show it because of her demanding parents. Thats why I need someone like Blade. I NEED HIM.
I remember that day. It feels like it only happened a couple days ago, a couple hours ago! That is honestly how vividly I remember it. It was the day Blade came into my life.
My best friend Alba Merca was taking me to The Core, a new hangout spot for guys and girls of the private schools. When I walked in, I though I had walked into a pub. All i could smell was alchocal and cigarette smoke, so much that it make me gag. I began to think, Where was i? I shouldn't be in this place! I was only 16 years old and I wasn't even old enough to drink! I started to walk away when I felt a hand on my shoulder. "Alba, get off i don"t want to be here!" I said as i turned around. But what I saw was what I least expected. "Hey" said this guy with an adorable husky voice. "I'm Blade" he said smiling. I swear I could have melted right then and there.