My Bonding Obsession Chapter 1, an inuyasha fanfic

My Bonding Obsession

Chapter One Keeping You In My Sights:

Lustful Desires Of A Hanyou:

By Inuyashas Youkai

*I do not own Inuyasha ,nor am affiliated with any entity of it's creation or production .No

quest to keep Inuyasha alive!

A lone flame flickering through the darkness ,greeting the sleeping shadows ,well except for one .The isolated inseparable companion of a hanyou, lustfully fantasizing about the woman below, adorning green and white .The greedy need to conquer and dominate the woman that has infiltrated his heart, mind , soul ,and in his hopes soon she will take his body. The hanyou 's thoughts of the woman's searing lips trailing from his lips, and wrapping around his shaft to his groin, burned him with desire. When this dream comes to life is when Inuyasha would take the woman known as Kagome captive.

This fantasy trapt him with fury , influenced by the way that woman teased ,knowingly or not. For now Inuyasha would require the use of his hand ,accompanied by the vivid images that the Miko influenced in him, and his hardened cock, but soon this will change. Masturbating to Kagome's imagined pleasant ministrations ,helped keep his sex -starved beast at bay,but only just. Kagome will pay for the sweet torture that she has inflicted upon him,just in being Kagome. Deep down Inuyasha could see the slight arousing darkness that was hidden in her purity ,Kagome gave it away ,with her heated stares ,and the craving pout in her smile. The hanyou knew she had a healthy sexual appetite and in his mind ,he himself would be the the only one who'd be able to quench the salacious abandon,quivering for release.

As she attempted to lure him to his temptation to bound her ,to capture the prey he now saw her ,Inuyasha held the reins of his control, but not for time she pinned him in the dirt with the power she held over him,and the taunting way she spoke the words to pull him,right where she wanted him. There were other factors too besides the obvious purposeful, mocking of his desires, with just her disobeying attention that she bestowed on his distasteful thoughts of his rival only tormented him more ,frozen on her accord at her feet. Every night it was the same, after everyone had gone to sleep, was the only time that Inuyasha could make the delightfully, evil intentions ,brewing in him for her ,to play themselves out. Nobody knew that when he disappeared into the darkened cover of the happenings beyond the shrowd of leaves. In his contradicting thoughts ,Inuyasha mused that Kagome likely guessed that he was engrossed in a tryst with Kikyo.

Contrare to that train of thought ,only Kagome brought out the wild sexual perversion that raged through his blood ,enough to send him to his knees to beg her to allow him to ravage her. Though his pride and the very nature of his demonic beast,crashed repeatedly against the cage ,to be again unchained from the prison ,and to be allowed to steal the innocense of her's that he deemed as his. Sometimes the will to keep his restraint was harder from day to day,depending on what and how much his wench would stew . As time would pass, his plan to take her as his captive mate only gotten more sinister, as the leash holding him taunt to obey became freyed. When she would take off to her own time without her physically being there to show off her demanding prowess. Inuyasha although somewhat peaved of her distance from him ,her master ,the one who would soon control and answer to her every need,those times he spent in healing solice to his need.

Today was no exception,they were traveling towards a rumor of another jewel shard ,when another of Kagome's potential suitors would present them self ,only to revel in his particular one would always enjoy the maddening distress, advances toward Kagome brought forth from within him ,Damn Kouga! Kagome would play nice to Kouga and punish him ,her protector for saying to the wolf what needed to be said . Though maybe Inuyashas way would be harsh ,but Kouga was'nt getting any clue from the words coming from his Kagome,only mistaken from the kindness of them .At times Inuyasha's sharpened fangs and commanding lips were so close to where he where he felt the strongest need, to drive them into her soft and supple flesh , to tear the the skin that would soon bear his mark ,and to drink the sweet delectable crimson wine that would flow from saddistic that may sound,didn't pay him no mind, for Inuyasha was a demon .Regardless if only part if only part ,because it was that part of him hungered for her blood. The human part wanted to love her and his demon counterpart only treasured the benefits of devouring her.

In their travels ,Inuyasha had come across things in going to both times,was collecting and hoarding and waiting till the time soon came. Many implements of war only posing the willingness to inflict his retribution,that sought to indulge him ,to bringing forth her moans and her cries in result of the attack he would inflict on her ..To his growing madness ,he knew within himself, Inuyashas could'nt hold out for much with the coming season of mating . In addition to the constant reminder of the visual of his toys that he would use, hidden within the branches of his favorite tree , where he slept. Inuyasha knew Kagome had feelings for him,at least at one point he had a idea,but he was unsure of how far if still existent ,that those feelings went. Especially lately, when the constant interruptions of past loves and present suitors ,while their closeness remained ,their relationship was somehow altered ,or seemed to be. Though maybe it might be his small remaining self loathing that it appeared this way.

The hanyou knew with the mating season ,that Inuyasha would begin to let things slip, words and actions that were somewhat out of point of time was known for demons as the courting period,it was the only time out of the demons control ,that they would sweetly prove themselves to their chosen. The behavior would certainly make the others suspicious,he knew,and especially to the chosen mate,in this case would be ,the unsuspecting Kagome. Inuyasha would sometimes manically smirk and cackle ,in response to the possible reactions he might receive,and knowing there was nothing to stop it once it was started. Sudden death would be the only outcome to the outsiders who would deem themselves honorable, and worthy cause to interrupt the sacred ritual of mating among demons. This somewhat scared the hanyou because he knew how their friends cared about Kagome as he did ,and if they felt that she was in some kind of danger,they might interfere. Inuyasha didn't want that end results to come to pass,so to prepare them,Inuyasha decided to warn them in making his courting known to them,and hoping they would know to stay away when the time came.

The time came when Kagome was happily returning to the Feudal Era, with the words explaining that this time marked her spring break ,whatever that meant. Later finding that for two weeks Kagome wasn't required to show up in her time to take those stupid tests,because spring break was the begining of spring. I guess now thinking back this also would make it the beginning of courtship for him and Kagome and lucky Inuyasha ,for he can now have her all to himself for two weeks of it ,well almost. For Inuyasha,this would be his first mating season ,since the first one when he became of the age of maturity he was pinned to the had filled him in on some of the traditions but also made a point known that most of it was Instinctual The preparations were mostly gathering simular to the Omiai,in typical ancient asian cultures. Though in this case instead of having an outside matchmaker ,for demons or hanyous ,especially Inu's,typically it is this Inu that takes this task. In a way speaking ,this ritual of Reikon Hanryo ,the journey to soul mate .Kagome would represent his Kokoro (my heart ,my soul),as Inuyasha is her Shinzou-chi Hongosha-Rei (Hearts blood ,souls guardian),together we meet as one. Tamashii No Tomo In the end we will be soul mates or Damashii-Ichii ( One Spirit or soul)

The Rite Of Passage "Watashii No Eranda-Mono "(My Chosen),begins the first day of spring ,where the intended mate will recieve gifts symbolizing his affections and need .The Yin (Kagome,darkness) and the Yang (Inuyasha,light)together as mates will achieve perfect balance to one soul, apart will only be chaos. Though this journey to prove his worthiness of her intended will be difficult for one she is female from another time and two she's human. Before the sun rises beginning on the first day the alpha male must place one gift to the beta female before she wakes and again when she sleeps, when the sun goes down. Outside those times,Inuyasha must publicly and privately court Kagome , in attempts to meet Kagome's naien (Inner flame) and to show her he must still protect her ,continue with the defeat of Naraku and ,shelter her with himself and with a house,built by the time Inuyasha claims her. Lastly Inuyasha must get the approval of both remaining kin on both sides for consent and the while keeping his overwhelming and surging lust from taking control over himself to capture his prey .That alone was a great feat because his will to restrain was wearing quite thin.

The First Day on her pillow ,in the morning a hydrangea , laying on a bed of grass,awaited her awaking .There was a rolled up scroll resting on top .It opened up to read:

I leave this hydrangea ;offering my apologies

and this bed of grass; my submission to you

Inuyasha

At Nightfall it was the same,but before Kagome tucked in at night,waiting for her on her pillow: It included the same scroll looking inside ,finding this:

'I bestow onto you :my dear friend this crane:my neverending loyalty

and this bloom of jade as a symbol of our friendship

Sleep well Kagome,'

Inuyasha

Inuyasha retreated to the treetop of Goshinboku ,where he watched the odd expressions in response to the gift and the sudden change in his manner. The hanyou thought over the day's events with Kagome even though it was nothing special, together we went to her home and spent time there. Inuyasha thought it must've taken her by surprise ,because of her reaction was of pure and utter shock,for a Kagome was happy ,and her excited pyre shown through her chocolate eyes,looking back at him in odd time she had gotten little notes attached with small gifts,expressing the things Inuyasha could'nt find the words to be spoken aloud.

Day 3 ' A Day doesn't go by that I don't

think about you

I give you my promise to the

until I can share with you

the answers you seek..'

Inuyasha

Sunrise

1.(A clover on her pillow )~A promise

2.(one butterfly released overhead) ~when love's far away

3.(White and purple lilac petals on her mat )~First emotions of love and purity

Dusk

1.(Two dragonflies mating on the patch of grass) ~ love

2.(Whiskers of the Koi Fish)~ Strength ,Courage

3.( Rhondite stone)eternal bond and protection

Day 4 'I wonder what your thinking ...Do you dream of me ?

You must think it's stange for me to let you see...

To truly find me ,and soon know what will soon be...'

Inuyasha

Sunrise

1.(Bud of a Lotus) ~Enlightenment

2.(Stem of Azalea) Passion

3.(Turtle scales)Longevity

Dusk

1.(Six Layer Kimono) ~ lifebond

2.(Inro Box of the Japanese mermaid ,Ningyo)~Cried pearls,taking away the pain of those who look on her.

3.(Six dragon scales ) ~Twin flames of love,lust,heart,soul,and body

Day 5 ' As the days grow short and the nights grow longer I feel us growing

stronger If I told you now would you hide ?If I showed you now would

run?If you only knew what would you do?'

Inuyasha

This time during morning the hanyou left a single sachet clasping it

into her delicate hand with the scroll secured in a knot of it's golden

ties.

It's contents:

~ Dried Flower petals Potpourri~

Arbrutus~your the only one I love

Mallow ~consumed with love for you

Poppy~pleasure

Rue ~regret for taking so long to claim you and causing you pain

Red Tulip ~My Declaration of love you

Viscaria~Invitation

Heliotrope~Devotion to you

Jonquil~My humble plea for you to return my affections

Day 6 ' Now that you see the path to my soul ,I only hope that on the way into

my eyes of gold that you also see me. I do not hide nor run from you .I

can no longer deny what it is that I feel for you. When we do nothing

thru the mountainside ,breaking from our quest ,I can do nothing but

sigh with pure contentment with you by my side. If I were to ask you

you stay with me ,would you? '

Inuyasha

Sunrise~ 'Spend the day with me?'

1.Bento box filled with assorted food

2. Parosol umbrella

Dusk

Yukata~ Nightwear

Kimono and Hikama's made with the fur of the fire rat with

undershirt~for protection

Day 7 'In our time together ,I only hope that you see how truly you mean to

me Kagome ,my love you have broken down the walls around my heart

and thawing the ice around it. Among others more importantly you have

taught me how to live life and now I want to build one with you to share

it with. Would you allow me to? If I asked you to be my mate what would

say?Please don't deny me now for I am nothing without you.'

Inuyasha

Sunrise

1.Katana no Tengen Jigoku; Sword of Heaven and Hell ~Which was created

with the combined Katana's of S'ounga ,and Tenseiga ,with the added

fang from Inuyasha~

Dusk

Bijin pack~A sex toy made stem of a Giant Elephant plant and used to fit over the penis ,with natural chemicals by the plant .

Day 8 ' My Intentions are simple ; You ...

To have you ,Kagome

For you I will wait an eternity,

but I would rather share forever with you

My love and desire for you grows with each passing day

I long to have you in every way

For that I open to you my soul

So that I can prove to thee that it's you

It has always been you...

For every time when you wake come find me

I have so much more to show you'

Inuyasha

Sunrise

Kankon Soshai~death and marriage manual

Sakura Blosoms~meaning beauty

Kanzashi~ hair decoration

Fudoshi~loin cloth

Geta~ sandel or clog

Dusk

Toyukuni Shunga~Woodblock sex picture book

Asanawa~natural fiber robe

Take(bamboo)

Silk Kimono adorned darari and furi (Dangling Obi and pocketed

sleeves that dangle all the way to the ground)

Matching Haori

Red Nagajuban~under kimono

Today ,Inuyasha had to return to Kagome's time to get an audience with her family. If it weren't for Sesshomeru's and Myoga's influence he would've had this done with all the formalities but in the end they were right ,this way was more respective to the parties involved. Kagome,he supposed needed the much missed girl time so Inuyasha left Kagome with Sango with the others and Sesshomeru keeping was strange, his brother normally wouldn't have given a rat's ass ,but let Sesshomeru mate with his ward Rin ,and kami forbid Inuyasha sought his mate in Kagome,all hell broke ,now Sesshomeru was very much up his ass,but he felt maybe both him and Kagome could gain some insight on the path they're were about to take because he had already taken it.

Kagome's first reactions to everything were none too surprising,not that the hanyou knew exactly what would happen but had a gut was shocked at first, Kagome honestly didn't have any clue ,but I guess that would be his own fault as a result of over over the years Kagome had to had noticed the change in us. I did. I remember she had alot of questions,about everything but she seemed a little scared but happy,Inuyasha back, Sesshomeru was searching for Kohaku ,Naraku's acquired servant,when Inuyasha had the pleasure of running into his older the time Inuyasha was indeed fighting his inner demons and losing to them,allowing his transformed demon self to take what it most . overpowering scent of demonic destruction lured Sesshomeru to Inuyasha surprisingly while he was lost to his selfish demonic self willing to pounce on the object of his desire and infatuation,damning the consequences without remorse. If Sesshomeru didn't intervene at the time Inuyasha's transformation if not intervened would've been regardless of the girls will to do so or not ,it would've had it's mate.

Sesshomeru's constant want to keep there father's lineage clean, even through his half breed brother's old taint was a issue, until it was later accepted. The eldest of the brother's couldn't allow this treacherous way of taking a mate, because of their high place in the democratic society among demons ,demanded respect . When Sesshomeru saw the lusted state that Inuyasha's tranformation had taken form and demanded,he took action. Once the hanyou leapt to pounce on the unsuspecting girl below,Sesshomeru leapt to deter his path of lust. The result of the elder knocking him off of the high branch that the youngest brother was on in mid -flight,sent Inuyasha soaring into another,splintering a tree before plummeting to the ground.

The sight of the earlier charade was quite humorous to onlookers ,as the rest of the camp's occupants woke to the sight of a disgruntled,and dazed hanyou with a slight case of vertigo and was heavily drueling.

Inuyasha continued as he stumbled to stand dizzily walking like a drunkered by loads of sake, and mumbling something about nosy brother's and teasing wenches. Of course this was after the stubborn demon of what combined to make the hanyou's form stepped to stand in front of the miko ,now awoken from the ruckus and standing in dubious shock though somewhat humored by the situation. Nuzzling her neck,once Inuyasha had her in his tight hold ,emitting a ferocious growl. Before things had gotten out of hand ,sensing the miko's nervousness to the hanyou's actions,Sesshomeru clonked him with his fist to the head rendering him unconscious. Later ,while watching the suspected motions of the hardheaded collapsed hanyou, Sesshomeru took the time to explain to the miko .The others overheard slightly and gave their motions of concern and suggestions to thwart the horny hanyou's Sesshomeru did explain to them that the present situation wouldn't disappear until Inuyasha's demon would get what it sought, only procrastinated for a time and a very short one indeed. He also warned them that timing was of the essence when it came to stopping what was inevitable until the miko felt she was if attempted while things were already set into motion would be proved dire for the person who was attempting it,instant death.

For how long Sesshomeru and the others could keep up this charade no one would be sure,until the Miko felt more at ease with the unavoidable turn of events. Though once it had ,no one could lessen the extreme violent ways that this event would take place. This fact had to do with the relentless acts of delaying what was already marked to be so: Inuyasha would have Kagome as his mate, in such a way to please his every desire to love and devour her very being as his own.

As the courting had already begun before anyone new even to themselves, and Inuyasha's recently patterned change of behavior ,shadowing the showering of gifts was only proved to lure her to the just spot ,Inuyasha demanded as a whole to be. The close vicinity within his grasp and fangs reach to mark her as his,was his ultimate goal and everyone knew it was only a matter of time before he had it.

To Be continued...