Darcy Elizabeth Lewis knew that she wasn't wanted in the way that all kids knew deep in their heart that they were loved. From a young age Darcy knew she was not loved at least not by her mother and it was because she was bad and ugly. Her earliest memories were of her angelic looking mother sneering down at her. Her beautiful face pinched in disgust as she looked at her off spring. Darcy was the only one who made her beautiful mother look like that. For a little while Darcy had her grandmother and she was happy loved and wanted. It was her grandmother who had named Darcy after her favorite characters in a book. Both hero's both stubborn just like her little Darcy bear.

Those moments wrapped in the warm plush arms of her grandmother were some of the happiest of her life and Darcy clung to those memories like a life line. In a way for her they were. No one who has ever been loved can truly understand the hopeless longing an unwanted child. The physical pain of knowing that you are not loved or cherished and the certainty that this if their fault. There must be something wrong if your own mother cannot love you.

In the small town in Ohio Darcy's mother was known as the Angel of Marietta. She was gorgeous tall willowy with golden blonde hair and sapphire blue eyes. Everyone knew she was going to make it big so it was no surprise when 18 year old Emma Lewis left for New York and a career in modelling. It was a surprise when only two years later Emma came back pregnant and unmarried. Emma told no one who the father was only that he was dead and it was too painful for her to speak of him. So the small town of Marietta got their angel back with the addition of baby Darcy. Darcy was smart to smart near genius level and her mother hated her for it. Hated her for her mousy brown hair and to thick body, Emma was constantly putting Darcy on the newest fad diets trying desperately to get her daughter to look more like her. At 14 Darcy stopped growing barely reaching five foot and she had also developed and was at that time a D cup.

The perpetual sneer on her mother's now aging face changed to disgust as her dreams of a model daughter went up in smoke. By the time Darcy reached 15 she had enough. For years she tried to be good never getting into trouble getting perfect grades even learning to cook when her grandmother passed so that her mother wouldn't have to but still the sneer stayed nothing Darcy did was ever good enough so she did what any good teen would do. She rebelled stole her principals car and took a joy ride in it before crashing it into the school. The next day Darcy walked to school a defiant look on her face and gasped. There in its usual parking spot was the ugly blue Toyota her principal drove. Looking down at her still bruised body Darcy knew it wasn't a dream.

This event started Darcy on a path to discover just how much she could push her guardian angel. She stole several cars and in the morning they were all returned. She blew up the gymnasium only to have an anonymous donor claim that the gym was torn down as a surprise. The gym was rebuilt with state of the art equipment. Darcy was convinced her guardian angel was her lost father either watching over her from the other side or still alive and not wanting to contact her because of her harpy of a mother. What finally convinced Darcy that her father was watching out for her and must be very powerful was the meeting she had with her senior guidance counselor.

Flashback

"Darcy I called you in here to give you some great news. You've been awarded a full scholarship for the college of your choice." Mr. Grubber looked at her with a shark like smile his beady brown eyes focused on her chest.

"Are you shitting me? I have a D average. I stole your car and set free all the agriculture class pigs and left dead frogs in the chili surprise on parent's day. What did you sign me up for pain in the ass scholarship?"

"Ms. Lewis, your mother works hard so you can have a cushy life. I got you the damn scholarship don't worry how just take the damn thing and leave. It includes room and board so you won't need to ask your mother for a thing."

"My mother hasn't worked since her modeling jobs almost 19 years ago and the only thing she ever did hard was fuck every man she's ever met."

"You ungrateful little bitch. Your mother is a saint. She should have just gotten rid of you but no her delicate catholic sensibilities made her keep you and you ruined her life."

"Don't worry dad I won't be visiting." Darcy snatched the packet out of her step father's hands and left his office. She enrolled in Culver because it was far away and had summer courses so she could move out right away. Darcy kept true to her word and never did visit her mother. Not when her step father died and not when one year later she remarried.

College life was amazing for Darcy it was the first time she was out of her mother's perfect shadow. She could be Darcy and that was fine. She took up knitting because it reminded her of grandma Brenna and she dressed in like a slob layers upon layers hid her figure and she loved every minute of it. When one of her classmates excitedly told her of the internship with an astrophysicist that she was applying for Darcy decided to try her luck and apply. The day for interviews with Doctor Foster and Darcy was the only one who showed up. Her classmate was offered a dream job and no longer needed the internship and one other applicant was busted for possession.

So Darcy found herself in the desert of New Mexico tasing the God of Thunder with a souped up taser she had made herself.

Being raised on Grandma Brenna's stories of the old days Darcy recognized Mjölnir straight away and had helped make a fake identity for Thor. She knew it wouldn't pass shield standards but she also knew that wouldn't keep him, mostly because she hacked into their systems and gave them false orders from some Director Fury guy to let him go.

Darcy ran through the small town yelling at spectators to run. What was wrong with these people she thought, as she gasped for breath. They see a giant fire breathing death bot and they stop and stare.

"Run dammit run" she called out to an open mouth hillbilly who sat in front of the diner. The man blinked and ran towards the truck that was loading up stragglers to get them out of the town.

"NOO" Jane cried out as Thor was thrown by the murder bot. Darcy held her friend as she tried to run to the handsome God. Jane tiny though she was managed to break out from Darcy's hold and ran towards Thor. Darcy followed not thinking twice about following her first real friend into danger. They were both stopped however by the appearance of Iron Man. He held both women back and started toward the death bot but Thor reached it first. Hammer in Hand powers restored he easily bested the bot. After Thor had taken Jane, Darcy stood there staring at the man in the red and gold suit. His face plate was flipped up and she could see his scruffy brown beard and brown eyes.

"Miss, are you ok. Did you get hurt?" Tony Stark asked worriedly gazing at the young woman. She stared at him mouth opened eyes blank. He was afraid she was going into shock.

"Coulson, get your men in black ass over here. She needs help." He yelled frantically. Tony was about to just fly the girl to a hospital but was stopped by her giggle.

"I'm fine thank you saving us." The girl was pretty behind the layers of clothing and the mass of brown curls that hung to her waist and obscured her face. Her blue eyes were huge and she wore a sardonic smile.

"You're uh welcome. I guess just your friendly neighborhood Iron Man doing my duty and all that jazz. You take care of yourself kid." Giving her one last look he boosted his thrusted and started to leave.

"I will Dad and thanks."

Authors note************************

I hope you like it. I will try to update every two weeks. for those of you who have read Searching for you, my sailor moon harry potter crossover and are waiting for the sailor moon inuyasha crossover I haven't forgotten. I started writing it but was uninspired so I'm going to start again from scratch. Not sure how long this will be but a least 10 to 15 chapters. Its not cannon but I love Darcy Lewis and feel she is a great character and is under utilized. thanks for reading :)