"No! No! Stay away from me! No..."

My voice is slowly dying away to nothingness. Why? Why is he doing this to me? Is he doing this to get himself this sick excitement?

"You feel so fucking good, whore!"

His voice is so husk and deep by my ear and it sickens me to know my body is used to his sick actions. I hate to admit it myself but it feels so sickly good with him...

"Ah...!"

No matter how much I hate him, no matter how much I detest rape, he takes advantages of my desire for release to make me writhe for him. I cannot see his face, which I am glad for the existence of blindfolds, but something told me he is smirking by the skin of my neck.

"I...I'm gonna...c-cum..."

I really regret telling him that because he had stopped all movements. I felt the weight of the bed decreased. Where is he going?!

"Ah...Kuh...nng..."

Am I trembling? What is this feeling of desire running through me?

"Beg for my dick."

I am foolish to have forgotten. This bastard loves to dominate my body and make me his sex slave. I am not that low to beg for him to rape me, I am not willing! But my body really desires something...

"Come on...you want to cum, no?"

He pumped me and started licking me, I could feel his wet tongue playing with my slit. I don't want him to hear me but it's so hard to keep myself in control when he's being so damn good to me.

"S-stop it..."

It feels so good...yes...I hate myself for playing around his little finger...he is going to make me want him...

"Stop it? Okay."

He did exactly as I told him and all actions stopped. Before I even did anything, he sat himself behind me, lift me up and started prodding my hole against him.

"Hah! No..."

My mind is screaming in vain for him to stop and for time to freeze but my body clearly wants him to penetrate me. Why is he humiliating me like this? Why is he destroying me-

"AAAAAHHHHHHHH!"

I couldn't help myself. I instantly threw my head back against his shoulder as he moved me against him.

"Ah! Ah! Aah! Y-yes!"

This is rape. I am unwilling but he took advantage of carefully preparing me like a lover and make my body desire him. For the past days it has been like this; he makes me feel good on purpose so I wouldn't struggle against him when he rapes me.

"Ah!"

"Do you want to cum?"

"D-damn you...yes..."

I don't give a fuck anymore! Just give me my release you sick twisted piece of shit!

"Then keep riding me and don't stop."

My eyes rolled back. Ahh...my best orgasm ever will be from my rapist. Disugusting...

"AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHH!"

Why am I screaming to the night when no one will hear me?

"Ah...hah...hah...hah..."

Why is he holding me close to him like a lover would? He beats me, blinds me, and only lets me eat whenever he felt like feeding me...

"You've been such a good boy. Would you like to eat tonight?"

He didn't feed me yesterday because I tried to escape him when he was asleep and the ropes were loose. I slowly shook my head but I was punched across the face.

"No! No! No..."

I am not one to cry but he enjoys beating me to the point of crying in nothing but pain.

"Try to run away again...I'll fucking kill you."