Disclaimer: CCS and its characters aren't mine!!! They're Clamp's!!!
*Warning*: contain shounen ai!! (yay!! Love shounen ai! ^^) lol not a lot but it contain some, so if you don't stand this, don't read... but you really don't know what you miss!!
This is my first finished shounen ai fic!! I hope you'll like it... Don't forget to review... It's really important for me because I start to get bored writing so much stories and getting almost no reviews T_T.... so if you read it, e-mail me or review... I'll answer you, I promise!!! Here is my e-mail: sakura-19@caramail.com
Toya and Yuki's first fight...
Yukito quietly passed the door of his empty home. His expression was blank... his eyes were so sad that it seems that he was going to cry... Silently, he made his way to his room.
He was alone at home... He was alone...
Yuki dropped his bag to the floor and stand for a while. He sighed heavily.
-To-ya...
The plea was a whisper.
-To-ya... he repeated louder.
And the he cried:
-To-ya!
One last time before he broke down to his knees.
In his usually bright golden orbs a shadow passed...
¤~¤ Flashback from Yuki' P.O.V.¤~¤
To-ya seems angry today... I better be nicer than usual!
-Ohayo To-ya!
I smiled to him. I don't like to see him unhappy. It makes me feel strange by inside.
-Oi... he answers bitterly.
-Daijobu?
He didn't answer.
-To-ya, what is the matter?
-Nothing's the matter... he answer dryly.
-To-ya...
He looked up and I smile to him in a mere try to make him smile back, but he only frown more...
-Why are you always so smiling?
-Nani?
-You're always so happy! Why? Why are you so happy?
-To-ya, do you have a problem?
-Hai! And this is this smile of yours!
-Demo...To-ya...
-Is your life so perfect that you always want to smile?
-To-ya, nothing's perfect... Neither my life nor yours...
-I'm bored of this too happy smile, I don't want to see it again!
He seemed really serious. My eyes widened. ¤~¤End of flashback in Yuki's P.O.V.¤~¤
Tears started to form in his eyes.
-To-ya... Doushite?
He blinked and the water fell on his cheeks.
-Doushite! He shouted while collapsing completely.
His face hit violently the hard surface and his glasses broke.
The floor drank his tears as more came.
Tears of water and tears of blood...
Having them shut tightly, he kept his eyes from being hurt by the broken glasses, but several parts of his face hadn't the same luck...
-To-ya... My life is nothing without you... I had nothing but you... To- ya...
He hit the ground with his fist, burying pieces of glass in his hand.
-To-ya... I'm nothing without you...
Suddenly, he felt two strong arms circle his shaking body.
-Gomen nasai...
The voice was very trembling, but he recognizes it. It was Toya's.
-I'm so sorry, Yuki...
The shorter boy clenched his bloody fist on Toya's clothes.
-To-ya, he muffled against the shaking chest.
-Will you ever find the strength to forgive me?
-Don't leave me!
He tightened his grip on Toya's shirt as the taller boy hugged him tighter.
Yuki sobbed a little while, trying to calm himself, when he finally found the strength to break the comforting hug.
He saw his tears and his blood on Toya's chest and he saw that the boy was crying too.
-To-ya!
-Oh! Yuki! I don't know what took me this morning... I was thinking about really dark things and you came with your so happy smile... I am a piece of...
Yukito prevent him from saying such words by cutting him.
-What were those dark things?
-Mizuki Kaho... Do you remember her, we met her few days ago...
-Sakura-chan no sensei?
-Hai... I knew her in the past and to see her again hurt me... Those memories aren't good ones... not like the ones we share!
-Someday you'll tell me more about that... some other day, the silver haired boy said, returning into his friend embrace.
"Yes Yuki... some other day I'll tell you about this and so much more..." ,he though.
-Arigato, To-ya...
-Nani?
-Never mind, just arigato.
"Yes, someday I'll tell it to you...",the dark haired boy though.
-I don't want you to be hurt by me again...
-It's alright, To-ya, as long as I'm with you, everything is alright...
"I love you Yuki..."
Ohayo: Hi in the morning. Oi: yo Daijobu: Are you alright? Nani: What Hai: yes, yeah Demo:but Doushite: why Gomen nasai: Sorry Sakura-chan no sensei?: Sakura's teacher? Arigato: Thank you
*Warning*: contain shounen ai!! (yay!! Love shounen ai! ^^) lol not a lot but it contain some, so if you don't stand this, don't read... but you really don't know what you miss!!
This is my first finished shounen ai fic!! I hope you'll like it... Don't forget to review... It's really important for me because I start to get bored writing so much stories and getting almost no reviews T_T.... so if you read it, e-mail me or review... I'll answer you, I promise!!! Here is my e-mail: sakura-19@caramail.com
Toya and Yuki's first fight...
Yukito quietly passed the door of his empty home. His expression was blank... his eyes were so sad that it seems that he was going to cry... Silently, he made his way to his room.
He was alone at home... He was alone...
Yuki dropped his bag to the floor and stand for a while. He sighed heavily.
-To-ya...
The plea was a whisper.
-To-ya... he repeated louder.
And the he cried:
-To-ya!
One last time before he broke down to his knees.
In his usually bright golden orbs a shadow passed...
¤~¤ Flashback from Yuki' P.O.V.¤~¤
To-ya seems angry today... I better be nicer than usual!
-Ohayo To-ya!
I smiled to him. I don't like to see him unhappy. It makes me feel strange by inside.
-Oi... he answers bitterly.
-Daijobu?
He didn't answer.
-To-ya, what is the matter?
-Nothing's the matter... he answer dryly.
-To-ya...
He looked up and I smile to him in a mere try to make him smile back, but he only frown more...
-Why are you always so smiling?
-Nani?
-You're always so happy! Why? Why are you so happy?
-To-ya, do you have a problem?
-Hai! And this is this smile of yours!
-Demo...To-ya...
-Is your life so perfect that you always want to smile?
-To-ya, nothing's perfect... Neither my life nor yours...
-I'm bored of this too happy smile, I don't want to see it again!
He seemed really serious. My eyes widened. ¤~¤End of flashback in Yuki's P.O.V.¤~¤
Tears started to form in his eyes.
-To-ya... Doushite?
He blinked and the water fell on his cheeks.
-Doushite! He shouted while collapsing completely.
His face hit violently the hard surface and his glasses broke.
The floor drank his tears as more came.
Tears of water and tears of blood...
Having them shut tightly, he kept his eyes from being hurt by the broken glasses, but several parts of his face hadn't the same luck...
-To-ya... My life is nothing without you... I had nothing but you... To- ya...
He hit the ground with his fist, burying pieces of glass in his hand.
-To-ya... I'm nothing without you...
Suddenly, he felt two strong arms circle his shaking body.
-Gomen nasai...
The voice was very trembling, but he recognizes it. It was Toya's.
-I'm so sorry, Yuki...
The shorter boy clenched his bloody fist on Toya's clothes.
-To-ya, he muffled against the shaking chest.
-Will you ever find the strength to forgive me?
-Don't leave me!
He tightened his grip on Toya's shirt as the taller boy hugged him tighter.
Yuki sobbed a little while, trying to calm himself, when he finally found the strength to break the comforting hug.
He saw his tears and his blood on Toya's chest and he saw that the boy was crying too.
-To-ya!
-Oh! Yuki! I don't know what took me this morning... I was thinking about really dark things and you came with your so happy smile... I am a piece of...
Yukito prevent him from saying such words by cutting him.
-What were those dark things?
-Mizuki Kaho... Do you remember her, we met her few days ago...
-Sakura-chan no sensei?
-Hai... I knew her in the past and to see her again hurt me... Those memories aren't good ones... not like the ones we share!
-Someday you'll tell me more about that... some other day, the silver haired boy said, returning into his friend embrace.
"Yes Yuki... some other day I'll tell you about this and so much more..." ,he though.
-Arigato, To-ya...
-Nani?
-Never mind, just arigato.
"Yes, someday I'll tell it to you...",the dark haired boy though.
-I don't want you to be hurt by me again...
-It's alright, To-ya, as long as I'm with you, everything is alright...
"I love you Yuki..."
Ohayo: Hi in the morning. Oi: yo Daijobu: Are you alright? Nani: What Hai: yes, yeah Demo:but Doushite: why Gomen nasai: Sorry Sakura-chan no sensei?: Sakura's teacher? Arigato: Thank you