It's hard, isn't it?
To go day to day knowing,
The worst thing ever may never end.
To know the ways of the world may bend.
To look at life and say
"Why can't I be me?"
It's not your fault,
It never really will be.
You try to live your life,
The very best you can.
It's a difficult task,
to wear this deceiving mask.
I cannot keep this in for long,
I wish it all could end.
The new trials we face,
Get harder…how I wish I were wrong
I realize that I can't hold it in,
The truth will be reveled.
From day to day I watch the moon
Thinking, "It must be over soon."
My true inner self,
Has finally been released.
I must stop now or
You may question me more.
Speak of this to no one
Try not to give in.
Remember that here
I have never been.
Inspired by hikari-faerie at devaintart(dot)com. Her wonderful poem 'Other side of me'.