All the time, you were there for me.
You always took the time to make me see…
How much you really cared.
But all the time, I left you for another.
You never let me see how much you were hurting.
You forced a smile on your face, so I wouldn't worry.
You laughed, making me think there was nothing wrong.
You hugged me, hiding the pain in your embrace.
You made sure to never let me know under your cool, calm collectedness, how much you were really suffering.
You used to miss talking to me all the time, now I've become a stranger.
You used to always want to hug me, but now we've become so distant.
You enjoyed seeing me everyday, now you barely look at me.
We used to talk for hours, now I never even get a hello.
You used to confide in me, all your thoughts and secrets. Now I don't even know what's going on in your life.
I guess it's better this way for you. Cutting me off completely from your life.
That way, I don't have to add unnecessary stress.
That way, I don't have to make you worry.
But still…
I just can't believe how much I lost.
And it's affecting me everyday.
I'm sorry.
But thank you.
Thank you.