This is set during "Special Education." I'm not very good at these, but I try. The chapters in the future will definitely be longer so Read&Review please :)

The minute Rachel heard Finn say that Santana was "super hot," she lost. The tears sprang to her eyes before she realized they were there. She wouldn't let Finn see her like that so she just ran out, not bothering to finish the session with .

She was rounding the cornor when she overheard Santana talking to some of the other Cheerios,

"She's such a little whiny bitch! No reason, Hudson came to me. It's just a matter of time now before he ditches the little dwarf for me."

Rachel couldn't take it anymore and turned around to run back the way she just came, with hot tears pouring down her face at this point when she ran into a hard figure. She landed on her butt, realizing she was going to have a bruise there the next day. When she looked up through her tear stricken eyes, she saw the person she had just left.

"Oh my God, Rach are you okay?" Finn asked his voice full of concern.

"I'm fine." Rachel said sourly, ignoring his hands trying to help her up. Once she was at her full height, she rubbed the tears off her face and noted that her make-up was probably ruined. She looked up at Finn and her heart broke thinking about him and Santana together so she tried to run around him, but he continued to block her.

"We need to talk. You can't keep running from me!"

"Yes I can, now let me go."

"No, not until we figure out why you're so upset over the fact it was Santana."

Rachel scoffed and couldn't believe that Finn still didn't understand how she felt about Santana after all this time.

"Huh, you know what. I'm not upset, I don't care anymore. You can go sleep with Santana all you want now. We are done." Rachel said trying to sound like she didn't have tears threatening to spill out of her eyes. The look on his face broke her heart, but Rachel didn't know what else to do at this point. She felt like her life was over knowing Finn would just leave her in the end for Santana. Rachel knew this was the perfect time to walk around Finn and leave. As she started making her way around him and down the hallway she was surprised at how easily he was letting her go until she heard him yell out to her.

"You said you would never break up with me!" he yelled.

Rachel squezzed her eyes shut and barely looked over her shoulder when she said

"Guess that makes us both liars than." As she continued on her way out of school, not caring it was only 2nd period.

Rachel walked into her house and collapsed on the floor crying her eyes out. Her fathers were out of town for business so she didn't have to worry about explaining anything to them as she crawled up the stairs into her room. She finally stood up and walked to her closet to get the shirt Finn had left there a few days ago. She stripped herself to just her panties and pulled on the over-sized shirt. Throwing herself on her bed, she continued to cry into the stuffed animal Finn had won for her earlier that summer at the county fair before she slipped into a deep sleep with tear stains down her eyes.

She woke up to her phone beeping non-stop. She kept her eyes closed preparing for the sun to blind her until she opened them and looked at the clock signaling it was 9:38 at night. She looked at her phone when she remembered everything that had happened that day and she noticed a few stragled tears falling down her face when her phone started beeping again notifying her someone was calling. When she looked at the name it read "Kurt" and she knew what was about to come as she flipped open her phone and held it to her ear.

"Hello?" her voice sounded strained and grainy.

"What the hell happened today?"

"Kurt, I really don't feel like talking about it rght now."

"Fine, but you will eventually talk to me because right now all Finn is doing is moping around his room listening to sad music and no one here knows why."

Rachel flinched at hearing about Finn. She really didn't want to deal with anything that had to do with him right now.

"Anyway's I have to go to Warbler practice! Were having a Diva sleepover tomorrow and your going to tell me what's been going on! Talk to you Rachel."

"Bye Kurt." She whispered not even fighting him on the sleepover. When she hung up her phone she looked through her phone and saw she had to messages from Mercedes. She checked them and freaked out when they said she had to have a country song prepared for tomorrow, knowing there was no way her performance would be done in time. She calmed herself down and told reminded herself that she had all night to pick out a song and perfect it, hoping she could trick everyone tomorrow into thinking she was her normal-self knowing she would never actually be the same person she was before Finn Hudson.