There are spoilers for all supernatural season, including season six. So, beware of what you're reading.

This is only the first chapter, and it's more like getting into Sam's head in the first episode of season six. Hope you all like it and leave me reviews.

Ohh, just so you know, English is NOT my first language, mistakes will happen.

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My brother and I used to do everything together. We travelled the USA, and we did it with a smile on our face. It was perfect. Together, doing every little shit we could pull of…Every scam we could do.

I'm not gonna say that I hated it. Because, in reality, I did hate it. I wanted us to be a family, but we were a hunting team. So I left to go to college, and I never planned to get back.

From the day my brother came to pick me up, to where we are now…It's been six years. Too long to stay hateful, so I started enjoying being with my brother, accepting the fact that I was never going to be normal.

But then I died. About three years ago. And he rescued me. One year later, he died and went to Hell for me. And then he came back. And then I died (again).

But I was dead a lot longer than that. I died the moment my brother went to hell, but, hell, I tried to bring him back. I tried to stay hunting like he taught me…But I had to be stupid, kid Sammy again. And I screw up.

But y'all know that.

Before I died I tried to make everything so he could have a normal life. I never expected to come back. But I did. And now I'm outside his house (Lisa's home), a few hours or days, after I died. And I know I can't come back. It hurts to walk away, but it would hurt more to take this life away from him.

One year later I came up to him. You all know the circumstances to that too (aren't you a bunch of know it all?). And I felt left out.

Hell, how could he say he wouldn't come back hunting with me? How could he ignore me like that.

That's what I never thought about. He left me because I asked him to. But, come on…I didn't expect to come back.

But I did. And it all went to hell (let's forget the part where both of us had already gone to hell, alright?).

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A/N: So, this right here is my first fanfic in english.

I'm a Brazilian (although I would rather say brasilian), and my first language is Portuguese, so forgive any mistakes I might have made. But please, do let me know, because I have a very important English exam here, and I need all the improvement I can get.

This chapter is a little short…okay, very short. But that's just the beginning, and I hope you liked it enough to keep reading the story. Don't know when I will update, but I will try to do it soon.

Thanks y'all for reading. And please let me know what you think.