A/N: This is my first fan fiction story so please review/comment and tell me what you think even if it sucks. Constructive criticism is welcome speacially if it will help with my writing. Will be a one shot if no one reviews

Disclaimer: I do not own Wizards of Wavarly Place or Camp Rock. If I did they wouldn't be on disney...

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I've lost track of time, no longer aware of the things around me. Only that its been raining since I walked away from her, and the fact that it hides my tears as they fall mixing with the raindrops that sting my cheeks. I have been thinking of her and how she choose not to face the fact that she liked me the way I liked her. I never meant to fall for her the way I have, but I had hoped she would be the one to catch me. The street lights stutter on, as the noise fades, and the city calms though never completely sleeping. I wonder if I should leave, but i dont have the strength as the memories of the morning come back.

Flashback

I hear the door push open and the people in the service and I know shes following me, I know she left him, that she had been watching me the whole time.

"Alex...Alex wait!" the tone of her voice was something I had never heard, it makes me slow to a stop.

I speak without turning around knowing I'll give in to her "What Mitchie? What can you possibly say that will make this any better?" I sigh feeling defeat at the situation knowing that her words couldn't change what she has already done.

She's quiet before speaking "I don't understand why your upset why did you storm out in the middle of a service?" She pauses sighing, I stare at the walls around me needing to get out of here, away from her and this place. I walk out of the lobby of the church, and out the heavy metal doors meant to provide safety.

It's summer yet its cold with the thunder storms, the clouds hide the sun making it look as though it has finally burned out leaving only a faint shine meant for the moon. As the thunder roars in the distants, I hear the doors open again hearing her call out her voice laced with desperation.

"Alex! I'm sorry ok.." She pauses still jogging after me "Whatever I did I'm sorry...just please don't leave like this."The thunder cranks sounding closer then before.

Turning around I notice that she's not as close as I had thought, but close enough to make out every detail and facial expression she shows. "I'm not stupid Mitchie I see the way you glance at me before you kiss him, the way you look at me out of the corner of eye when you think I'm not looking..." My voice shakes turning to a whisper " I know your only with him because your scared."

The confusion and pain in her eyes makes me want to hug her, but I can't I know that she needs to figure this out on her own, without me. She looks away from me wrapping herself more in her jacket as the wind picks up planting cold kisses on our cheeks.

I feel the raindrops hitting me, not moving I wait. I wait for her to speak, to look at me and tell me the truth. She finally looks at me as the rain hides the tears I can hear in her voice. She takes a step forward and I've lost the will to move from her, I know she won't touch me but part of me wishes she would.

"I really am sorry Alex..I wish this was different. I dont know why I like you so much, I just know that I do and have since I met you." She breathes deeply "I figured that dating Justin would change my mind or at least distract my feelings for you...But it doesn't I want you.." her voice cracks as she pleads for something what it is I'm not sure. I want so much to give in but I know she's not done, even though she's standing in the rain, crying in the middle of a church parking lot.

"I don't understand why Mitchie, if telling your parents is what your worried about then we won't tell them, I will hide forever if it means I can be with you. Whatever your scared of I will fight with you, I just want to be with you." I feel the tears finally escape as I fight for her one more time, because I know this is the last time I will beg for her to feel the same way.

She stares at me for a long moment before speaking in a faint whisper that shows her every emotion once hidden." I just..cant I'm sorry"

I stare at her taking in everything I can, from her rosie red cheeks from the cold,to her beautiful eyes that tell every emotion she feels. Looking into her eyes I see the heartbreaking pain that shouldn't be there, the regret of what was just said, and the love that is hidden beneath both, as though I'm not supposed to see it.

I nod my head knowing that this is going to the hardest thing that I will ever have to do. With deafeat clear in my voice I say the one word I wish I never would have said but knowing its for the best.

"Goodbye."

I walked away from her, as the thunder roared overhead drowning any chance of words being spoken. I made it to the park before breaking down, a small fraction of myself wishing she would have followed me, but knowing she wouldn't.