Parents,people who had cared, had warned her not to. Were these emotions going to kill her? Killed her heart, they already had. Now seventeen, she was ready to try and live years, but all her memories seemed like yesterday. Is living worth it? Living without him, she was slowly dying inside. With an aid of pain, she managed to get through the lonely days without him. Her eyes were dead. Older by a year, almost two now, the pain so real. Brother, or the guy who may as well have been, had to talk her down so many times. Who, who could possibly understand? Can she ever move on? Barely done with these memories suffocating her, she was. Speak to me,she thought in tears. To her, this was too much.
Her heart healed, but was now coated in rock hard walls. She gave up on love, sticking to quick and easy flings instead. Has it really been almost two years? she thought to herself. Left behind, she had been.