Disclaimer: I bet you know this already, but I don't own Stargate SG-1.
Gee, what gave me away?
AN: Jack thinks about Sam. No particular season, but inspired by the
episodes when the SG team was literally in hell, so maybe around then. Or
not. *shrugs*
She's so Different
By: Lioness Blackfire
I've been noticing more and more often lately how completely
different Sam is from us... especially me. Almost once a day she'll go off
on some tangent about nanoparticles and space-time continuums leaving me
completely in the dark. Every time she does something like that I feel
so... separated from her.
It's a place she goes where I can't follow.
I don't think she even means to. It's a simple habit of thinking
out loud. I do it all the time! ... Think out loud, that is.
Ugh, and sometimes it's not even her fault, like when that Tok'ra
guy put a memory thing on her so she'd remember how Jolinar escaped from
hell. Her first reaction after it was activated was a long silence,
staring at nothing, and then she started crying. I wanted to just smack
that Tok'ra upside the head and comfort her. But no, it was for a good
cause!
Bullshit! And excuse me, while saving Dad is a perfectly good
reason to bring up bad memories, you'd think that at least there would be
a kinder way to do it! She obviously didn't need to remember... whatever
it is that she remembered then, but she did!
That's not to mention some of the bizarre experiences I know
she's had! Being possessed by Jolinar, having to deal with all the stuff
Jolinar did, being the only one of us able to use Gou'ald technology,
being turned into a "drone" for the Gou'ald hanging out here on earth,
killing him later, and to top it all off - getting stuck with a dying me
in antarctica.
She's done that and much, much more, yet... you'll hardly ever
hear her talk about it. She tends to keep it inside.
Poor Sam. She's so different.
Gee, what gave me away?
AN: Jack thinks about Sam. No particular season, but inspired by the
episodes when the SG team was literally in hell, so maybe around then. Or
not. *shrugs*
She's so Different
By: Lioness Blackfire
I've been noticing more and more often lately how completely
different Sam is from us... especially me. Almost once a day she'll go off
on some tangent about nanoparticles and space-time continuums leaving me
completely in the dark. Every time she does something like that I feel
so... separated from her.
It's a place she goes where I can't follow.
I don't think she even means to. It's a simple habit of thinking
out loud. I do it all the time! ... Think out loud, that is.
Ugh, and sometimes it's not even her fault, like when that Tok'ra
guy put a memory thing on her so she'd remember how Jolinar escaped from
hell. Her first reaction after it was activated was a long silence,
staring at nothing, and then she started crying. I wanted to just smack
that Tok'ra upside the head and comfort her. But no, it was for a good
cause!
Bullshit! And excuse me, while saving Dad is a perfectly good
reason to bring up bad memories, you'd think that at least there would be
a kinder way to do it! She obviously didn't need to remember... whatever
it is that she remembered then, but she did!
That's not to mention some of the bizarre experiences I know
she's had! Being possessed by Jolinar, having to deal with all the stuff
Jolinar did, being the only one of us able to use Gou'ald technology,
being turned into a "drone" for the Gou'ald hanging out here on earth,
killing him later, and to top it all off - getting stuck with a dying me
in antarctica.
She's done that and much, much more, yet... you'll hardly ever
hear her talk about it. She tends to keep it inside.
Poor Sam. She's so different.