"'Cause you know what it feels like
When you've gotten so cold on the inside"
-Emarosa "Pretend. Relive. Regret."
You didn't want this to happen
(you didn't want to fall in love)
because it just complicates everything
and you have enough on your plate already.
But what if you can't help it?
You catch yourself
staring
stumbling over words
feeling those damn butterflies
and you realize it's too late
(you can't turn back now.)
You love (with all of your frozen heart)
him.
x
When you began to bear the Mark you promised
you would never ever fall in love
(now you laugh because you used to believe you could control something like love.)
But he was always there
(and you hope he always will be)
to comfort you
to give advice
to listen
and you couldn't help yourself.
In your messed up world filled with nothing but pain and murder
it seems like he's the only one who can understand
(because he's living in the same accursed place.)
x
It's just too bad that when a star falls
it doesn't mean someone will catch it
and that's what happened to you.
You fell so damn for him
but he only thinks of you as a brother
(nothing more, nothing less)
and now you're left to CRASH and burn
alone.
x
You know that you should've
been more careful
been more realistic
been more aware
because then you would've seen
that he's in love with your cousin
(and not you.)
But it's all right because you can still hopeandwish
that maybe someday he'll feel the same.
And in a world of hatred and darkness
is all you have
(even if it's false.)
The lyrics at the beginning are from Emarosa's song "Pretend. Relive. Regret." It's a great song and I suggest that you listen to it!
:D
The pairing Regulus/Rodolphus was discovered by me. This is the first romantic story written for them. The pairing is now a part of Mew and Mor's Weird pairing. If you use it please give me a mention. Thanks!
This was done for Krasivaya Devushka's rare pairing competition in HPFC.
Fangz mew for betaing!
:D