This is my second one shot and again its angsty *pulls out hair* i can never write a good romance it always ends up angsty but its probably cause i like sad things :D please tell me what you think
song fic song = things left unsaid by disciple
Disclaimer- i dont own -man even though i really want to then if i did laven would appear :D and so many other pairings
Its just a matter of time a few days ago I saw you, you were fine. Remembering what you said about the book you read, the one I got you the beginning of the end.
3 days..seems like only yesterday when I saw you smiling face looking back at mine. You were happy, talking with lenalee and I and teasing Komui and kanda. I got you the book you wanted to symbolise our growing friendship. We were on the balcony when I gave it to you, I could of told you then as well but I didnt want to interupt your soft, sweet voice talking to me.
Oh how we talk for hours upon end what would I give just to do it again but your lying there in this hospital bed. Wont you open your eyes and lets talk once more.
We talked more and more alone on that balcony but everytime I never did tell you about my feelings but on the last day I promised to myself that I would but that promise was a day too late. It was the next day I saw your broken bloody body lying there in front of me eyes trying to hold on but I knew..I knew it was hopeless. I placed my warm hand ontop of his cold, pale hands. I cried. My tears spilled onto his body. I saw his face, he was smiling at me and spoke the very last words he could into my ear.
'Allen I..I love you'
Lavi, I never went to your funeral, I couldnt bring myself to go but your grave has become my second home. I never want to stay in the order anymore Im haunted by memories of you and I. Here at your grave I feel like your stood next to me whispering your very last sentence back at me. I look up to the sky before heading back and say my last words to you.
' Lavi I will be will you soon...because I love you too'