Reality One
Josh thought about her again and almost cried. He stood by her grave. He had only once admitted that he loved her. And it had been forgotten right away because right at the same time she had admitted that she had cancer. Lori stood right next to him. She pulled him into a hug. And Josh really started crying.
"Lori she was so important to me. She made me so happy."
"So did she ever tell you?" Lori asked
"I did once on the night that all of you guys were all down in the drain thing. I told her I liked her. And at the same time she said she had cancer. Then when we got back to the shop she begged me to never tell anyone. I talked to her everyday after that. But I never brought it up again."
"I am so sorry Josh. If it helps I think she liked you a lot."
"I wish I could talk to her again. She was my best friend."
"Did you ever talk to her about the cancer?"
"Yes. Then two weeks ago her mom called me telling me that shed taken a turn for the worse. And that she kept asking for me. When I got there I wanted to tell her I loved her but I couldn't do it. She was on her death bed. I hated it. I still couldn't tell you or Kyle or anyone else. I had promised but Lori it hurts. I lost someone I loved."
Josh walked away. He dint want to be around anyone. He wanted to be alone. He kept thinking about how he never wanted to see another person in his life. His heart felt so broken. And the only person he thought could heal it was dead. He would give up anything for her to live again. Even all his hopes. He would even give up his own plans and future to see her alive and happy.