Wow. Did that really just happen? Did you really just kiss her? Did you really just ruin everything? It was all going so well. You hadn't fought in months and she was trusting you again. And just that one kiss, that had to lead to a touch on the neck and then your hands in her hair and then hers on your waist. You loved every second of it. Just being able to be with her again. But its going to ruin things now. She treats you like shit and you just take it because hopefully she'll get horny one day and hookup with you. It shouldn't be that way and you know it. Its wrong. Why is it so hard for you to just forget her? Forget that you were ever friends. Forget when she first kissed you. Forget when you started to date. Forget that she broke up with you. Forget that she broke your heart, what was it? Three times now? Just get it out of your head. Oh yea. You know why. It's because you still love her. For everything. For:
The way she looks at you from across the room.
Her cheesy grin when she makes a joke at you or does something funny and stupid.
The way she smells, its intoxicating.
The way she bites the top of your ear, knowing exactly how to turn you on.
The way she kisses your forehead and your nose, it makes you feel special.
She's absolutely amazing. And you cant take it. But she's also a manipulative bitch who has you tied on a little string, toying with you whenever she wants. And you just let her do it. All the time. You sit there and let her say these horrible terrible things to you. Love is unconditional, you totally believe that. But when she's treating you like this, is that really true? Just go ahead and let her do it though. Because you love her.