I've just finished watching Vampire Knight and this idea just popped out of nowhere.I just felt like writing this so...here it is! It's kinda sad and strange and I know many of you won't like it.
Anyways...the idea is..that after Rin died of old age, Sesshomaru did anything to have her back, bringing upon himself the wrath of the will have her back for eternity but this will also be his will be born again, 500 years in the future, from his own flesh and blood.
Ii (jap) = it's okay; it's nothing
Iie = no
Otousan = father
Masquerade
by
Sayo
The needle goes in.
And out.
It brings nothing.
No pain.
No relief.
Do you truly desire this?
As I close my eyes...the nightmare
begins.
The laughter.
Do you truly want this…
The smiles.
..this world?
I
This Sesshomaru..
..cannot sleep.
What I have done.
Do you dare defy the gods?
What I have gained.
Ii.
What I truly..desire.
For this eternity
I..
to end?
am..
No.
A monster.
You will wait..
I have waited.
..for 500 years.
For so long.
Why did you..Tenseiga?
How many times do you think you can defy death?
Why did I?
But..I will grant your heart's desire.I will..
No.
You will..
bring
her
back.
Her.
Do you truly desire this?
Shushed words deep inside my mind.
Ii.
I can feel.
She looks at me with sparkling eyes.
-Will you read me a story?
Deep inside…
I reach down to..
Touch her.
-Iie.
As I leave, I hear her calling me.
Those spiteful words.
I can feel.
Despair.
Everything I have loathed.
Guilt.
Everything I have done.
Remorse.
Everything I am.
Disgust.
This is what I chose.
This world..
This world.
Will you bring this to yourself?
This curse.
She will not know.
She does not know.
She will feel
in her
heart
the same
But..
This adoration..
that I loathe.
This smile..
that she gives me.
This
This happiness..
..this life.
is wrong.
Do I..
hate
her?
No.
I hate..
Everything I have become.
This monster.
Everything.
Your flesh and bones.
Blood.
Your blood.
Mine.
Yours and only yours.
I can feel her hands on mine.
Do you truly desire this?
I wish for her to live.
Very well, then.
And I hate myself…
Her small hands come around my waist.
She rests her head on my chest.
It hurts.
This feeling.
I want..
I push her away.
..for
Being the one who will give her life.
Everything.
This..guilt.
I yearn for..
This disgust.
I wish for..
This pain.
I desire ...
This suffering.
Nothing.
But she is alive.
She is happy.
And she does not know.
She is grateful.
I will grant your wish.
She will live.
Forever.
With you.
This curse..
But.
This will be
your punishment
Lord Sesshomaru.
Is my punishment.
For defying us.
She was born.
For stealing our power.
Into my arms.
You shall feel
I was..
Everything you have loathed.
..disgusted.
She is
What I truly desire…
The loss of my sanity
-Rin.
-Yes, Otousan?
What I truly want…
Monster
Nothing.
Beast
What truly matters...
-Otousan, is there something wrong?
Is that she is alive.
-Ii.