Is it okay for real?.. I ask you
Is it okay to confess my feelings to you?
But how would it hurt if you rejected me?
How will I react?
Will I tell you with tears in my eyes
Or with my face covered by my arms
After your no, answer
*its okay*?
Will I run? Will I smile? Or would I stare blankly at your face?
From your side
Will you reject me?
Will you brush me off?
Cuz you know the feeling of being rejected
Cuz you have no idea how much I love you
It took me to the level that cant get it, thinking of you
Everything gets dark once I feel you around
Its hard to have a picture of what you will do If I honestly said my feelings so
We are already at the ignoring level
We don't put each other as an option when we need someone around
Its all cuz you know whats inside my heart
Its all cuz I had you there first
But nothing could take you off of my heart now
And not forever
Its never that I like it..
no
How many relationships I've been in
And how many lies I told
Its all for the sake of forgetting
They all say if you got along with someone new you would forget the first
Well I don't believe them no more
All what ive been throe is what they told me to do
But nothing worked
My tears flee out its place
My mind gets to nowhere if I tried to find a solution
My mood turn bad just cuz I think all the time
Cuz you know
Having no solution for such a hard thing for the fourth year
Is hard
Its really hard
Its so fucking hard