This is going to be in Damon and Elena's Daughter story. hope you like it!
Oh I don't wanna grow up, wish I'd never grown up
I could still be little
Oh I don't wanna grow up, wish I'd never grown up
It could still be simple
What will I ever do?
I looked at myself in the mirror. I tried to look good for today for no reason. What do I have a reason for? I stared at my blue eyes in the mirror. I sighed as I reached for my comb. I started to comb my raven black hair. I combed my hair for about ten minutes before leaving my bathroom into my clean room. I kept my room clean because I hated things messy and untidy. It was a no to me. I sat on the left side of my big queen sized bed in the the middle of my room. I grabbed my black combat boots. I pushed them on and walked to the mirror. I was wearing black skinny's, a purple tank top and combat boots. I looked at the mirror at myself and smiled. Damn, don't like I look good. I smirked as I turned to my bedroom door.
I walked out of my room. I walked down the hall to see Uncle Stefan putting some paintings up. I laughed silently. Uncle Stefan was always trying to find things to brighten the house up but I always thought it was junk. "So. Buying more junk, Uncle?"
"Funny, Natalia." He laughed, shaking his head. "You're getting to be so much like your father. That it scares me."
"Well, If I knew my dad.." I saddened but covered it up fast with a smirk. We never really spoke of my parents. They were banished from mystic falls 'till I was seventeen. Which is in about a week. I wasn;t the only one. Ashley Mikaelson is in the same position as I was, so we stuck together like glue. "I would say we are pretty awesome people but.. I don't know him. So, I guess I'm just awesome."
"Keep dreaming, Nat." He scoffed at me. I rolled my eyes before walking past him to the door. "Where are you going?"
"To see my only friend I have." I thought he knew that I only go out to hang out with Ashley? What else I would be doing? "What else would I be doing Uncle?"
"Causing trouble, maybe?" He sighed looking down. I'm known for causing trouble over the years. It just small things. I rolled my eyes at how trusting he was with me. "Natalia, I don't want any innocent people to be drain, killed or murderously slaughtered today or any other day!"
"Yeah, yeah." I scoffed at him. "As long as everyone doesn't piss me off then I'll be fine."
"Natalia, that's not the point." He sighed behind me. He was trying to stay calm with me but was almost losing it. "I don't want any innocent people to get hurt because you can't handle any of your emotions."
"I can handle my emotions fine. Uncle Stefan." I hissed with my back still turned to him. I wanted to snap his neck right now. He was being annoying. "You don't need to worry."
"Your just like your father! He can't handle his emotions and he kills people, Natalia! Do you want to turn into him?" He sighed as I heard him walk off to somewhere. I rolled my eyes at him. He kept telling me that over and over ever since I was able to talk. I opened the front door and left the Salvatore boarding house.
"So, what do you think?" Ashley held up a blue halter mid thigh dress up for me to observe. It was beautiful but looked kind of slutty to me. "Isn't it wonderful?"
"It's beautiful but" I scrunched up my nose to it. I was laying on her bed at the moment. I looked around her pink bedroom that held memories of the past. "Don't you think it's kind of slutty?"
"I know! Why did you think I picked it?" She laughed as If I didn't know her. I rolled my eyes at how she changed as fast as you could pronounce 'a' "I love Vampire speed."
"Of course, you do. Who doesn't?" I laughed at her and placed my hands behind my head.
"I don't know, seriously. I think your Uncle doesn't" She shrugged strolling over to the bed beside me. "I mean, he doesn't even like being what we are."
"Who does honestly?" I exhaled harshly. "I know I don't. Who wants to live in this hell? I don't! I don't think my parents do either."
"Who knows." She sighed and placed her head on my chest. "I don't think my parents even care."
"Oh, that's stupid." I told her. "They would be so proud of you. My two Uncles and I are proud of you. They would too. You're Miss Mystic Falls, you get straight A's and your on the honor roll. They would be proud of you. If they weren't. I'd kill them with my bare hands to get it threw there thick skulls."
"I love you, you know that? I mean it. Your my sister." She squeezed me. I smiled a little. "I think your parents would be proud of you too."
"No, they would be disappointed and disown me." I told her the truth. Who would want me? "I kill people, I cause trouble. I don't even think my own Uncle wants me."
"You know, Uncle Jeremy would love you no matter what." She sadly sighed. I knew it was true but I wasn't talking about Uncle Jeremy. "You weren't talking about him, weren't you?"
"No, but I would love to know what Uncle Jeremy thinks about my parents disapproving of me though." I sighed speaking the truth of my feelings, which I never do. "Do you think I should go talk to him about this?"
"I think you should, Honestly." She sat up to look at me in the eyes. I smiled at her getting up from her bed. "I'll see you at school tomorrow?"
"Yeah, see ya." I smiled before I walked out of her bedroom then her house.
I knocked on the front door of my Uncle's house. I tapped my foot waiting for him to open the door. Maybe he's not here...I was about to leave when Bonnie opened the door. She smiled at me as I did to her. I always thought her smile was creepy but maybe that's because she's a witch. Whatever. "Hey, Auntie!"
"Hey, sweetie!" She smiled as she stepped aside to let me in. She closed the door behind me. "What are you doing here?"
"I wanted to talk to my Uncle about something." I sighed before staring down at my feet. I was never good at telling anyone my feelings. "Is he home?"
"He just went out.." She walked in front of me. "Is there something wrong, Natalia? Do you want to talk?"
"Well, I was wondering something about my parents." I looked up. Bonnie waved me to follow her to the kitchen of the Gilbert house. I sat on a stool at the counter. Bonnie made me some tea and handed it to me.
"So, what do-" She was cut off.
"NATALIA!" I heard Uncle Jeremy hug me from behind. "I didn't know you were coming over. I would've cleaned."
"You don't need to clean for me." Bonnie and I rolled our eyes. "I'm your niece, not a stranger."
"Well, you seem like one." Uncle commented to me. I sighed as I knew it was true. I never came over or phoned. I just didn't know what to say to them, to be honest. "You should come over more often."
"I know, I know."
"Anyway, Jer. She came to ask us about her parents." Bonnie smiled up at Jeremy. Well, I wanted to talk to Jeremy alone but now your here, I guess I don't have a choice but to talk to you too. I snarled at her in my head knowing that she couldn't hear me. Jeremy came around the counter to sit next to me. "Well, Natalia. What did you want to talk to us about?"
"Well.." I didn't know what to say first. I could say that I thought they would be disappointed by me. Who wouldn't? "Do you think they would be disappointed by.. me?"
"Natalia." I looked up at Bonnie who reached over the counter and held my hand. "Your father and Mother would be proud of you. You made some mistakes but who doesn't? Your father isn't the greatest guy on earth, I'll say but he's changed. He would be so proud of you. You wouldn't even know. Your mother would be the proudest mother in the whole wide world."
"Bonnie's right, Nat." Jeremy spoke from beside me. "Your mom, My sister would love you even if you were a drugged out on the sidewalk about to die. Your father would love you even if you killed everyone on the earth or Stefan. Stefan's proud of you. I'm proud of you, Bonnie's also proud of you. We love you, Natalia. Don't think we're not proud of you because of those reasons. Like Bonnie said we all make mistakes."
"Thanks." I smiled at them. Jeremy hugged me. "I don't think Stefan is proud of me though. He thinks I'm going to kill people everyday. That I'll cause trouble. He thinks I'm just like my father! He thinks I can't handle my emotions. That I'll end up killing people when things go bad. He just doesn't trust me or believe in me."
"I'm sorry about that, Nat." Uncle Jeremy patted my back. "Don't listen to what he says. He's proud of you but you probably doesn't even realize it."
"Yeah, maybe in my dreams he is." I sighed rolling my eyes. "Thank you guys. It meant a lot to me."
"Anytime." Jeremy smiled at me.
"Yeah, you can come over at any time." I looked over at Bonnie who was smiling at me. I guess she ain't that bad.. I smiled back at her.
"Well, I think I should go back to the boarding house before my uncle get suspicious of me." I rolled my eyes getting up. I pushed the stool in and said my goodbyes to them.
"I'm home!" I shouted into thin air as I stepped into my house. "If anyone cares. Which I doubt anyone does."
"Excuse me?" I looked over to see a brunette with blue jeans, a red v neck sweater with a white tank top underneath. She looked at me like she was going to attack me. "Who are you?"
"Who are you?" I looked her up and down. She looked familiar but I didn't know from where. She looked at me weird. I waved her to tell me who she was. "I don't have all day lady."
"I'm Elena Salvatore." I almost peed myself even though I couldn't do that since I was dead. "Now, Who are you?"
"I'm uh, I'm uh." Just spit it out already! I looked at her in disbelief. She was my mother. Wouldn't she know who I was? I swallowed. "I'm Natalia Miranda Salvatore. I believe you know me."
"Natalia.." She smiled at me. I didn't know what to do. Was I suppose to hug her? Was I suppose to call her 'mom'? I didn't understand. "Your my daughter?"
"Hopefully. I wouldn't want to be Stefan's child." I scoffed. My mother rolled her eyes at me. "Don't roll your eyes at me. He doesn't really like me or anything."
"What do you mean?" She came over to me. I was still standing in the doorway. She stopped in front of me looking confused at me. "Why do you think that?"
"Because he.. he thinks I'm a murder or something." I shrugged at her. I didn't really know how to explain this. "I've killed people. He doesn't like it. I made mistakes, shoot me. He judges me by my mistakes. He think's i'm going to kill everyday. He thinks I can't handle my emotions. He thinks I'll go on a murder spree or something!"
"It's going to be fine, Honey." She smiled at me. I nodded at her. "Stefan.. doesn't understand somethings your going though. I don't either. Maybe, you should take to your father sometime about this. He'll know what to say."
"So, your not.. disappointed by me?" I asked her quietly. She grabbed me and hugged me. I wrapped my arms around her.
"No, of course not!" She sounded angry at me. "Why would you think that?"
"I don't know.. After everything I've done.."
"I love you. You have done nothing wrong!"
"So, you wouldn't be upset if I killed Stefan?" I joked. She hit my back. "Ow! That hurt!"
"It was suppose to." She laughed and let me go. I rolled my eyes. "I'm so glad to be with you."
"Same here." I smiled and then turned serious. "Now, don't you ever tell everyone that I just became soft. I have a reputation, you know?"
"Stefan was right." She laughed at me. "You are just like Damon."
"Well, I must say." I smirked at her. "We must be very good looking and pretty badass then."
"Maybe, in both of your dreams."
She laughed and lead me to down the hallway where I heard yelling.
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