All the emotions were mixed up inside. All the questions I had were building up inside my head. Heartache is consider a small death, considering the pain that is draining our life source out. No words were coming out of my mouth. As dry as it was, I was speechless. My eyes kept staring at the floor. Didn't dare to look at him. The one I decided to treasure with my all was next to me, but the crush was just too much to level my eyes to his. There was dizziness, heartache, emptiness... Pitch black emptiness.
You give your all to get nothing at all. And then nothing matter. To survive a heartache, you have to act like a phoenix. You are reborn from your ashes to thrive stronger, wiser, tougher. Live and learn. Love and give. But do not expect in return. Expectations are the cause of the small death sensation we get when we fall madly in love. Expect nothing.
Give everything. Be what they will later regret abandoning. Sooner or later, they will realize their mistakes. And they will approach you again. But since you have survived the fall and got on a higher scale, it is not worth it to fall again.
The human heart is not a video game. It isn't like "Doesn't matter if I die. Yay, let's press reset". If you have paid the price for caring too much, then the debt is gone. And you move forward. Not backwards, only forward.