The Dream
I was at my desk doing homework when I heard a knock at my door. I rolled my eyes. It had to be my dad. I asked him what he wanted, but didn't get a reply back. So my feet lifted me up out of my chair, and to my door. I opened the door only to see my classmate Gohan. He looked so lost, so helpless. I asked him if everything was okay. He just shook his head no. Then he passed out, and I had to catch him before he hit the ground. With him still in my arms, I dragged him to my bed. "What the hell is going on?" I asked myself as I watched him sleep on my bed. "Why did he come here, and then passed out in front of me?" There were so many questions I had for him when he wakes up. I just wish my dad…SHIT! Dad is going to freak when he sees a boy on my bed. What will I tell him? That he came here and passed out? Hells no will it be that easy. I don't even know what he is doing here. God tonight is going to suck if my father walked into that door. "Gohan wake up please."
He started to move. "Gohan, wake up. I will get in big trouble if my dad sees you." He looked up at me. "Where am I?" he asked. I looked at his face. "Gohan you came to my house. You passed out, and now you're awake, so tell me why the fuck you're here." I said back. He closed his eyes again. "Don't you dare fall asleep!" I yelled quietly. "I won't fall asleep. I just need to think." He opened one eye. The next thing I knew he was laughing. It wasn't a laugh he usually did. It sounded week. "Videl, I wish you know how much my life rocks right now. I am in the bed of the most beautiful girl on the planet. I feel special, and relaxed." I blinked my eyes. "Gohan, I don't know." I started to sit next to his laying body. My mind said no, but my body said yes. "Videl, I love you, and I need you. Please come to me." He started to move his hands to my hips. "…Gohan?" I leaned down until my body was on his. "Kiss me Videl, please." I leaned my lips closer…
-BEEP, BEEP, BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP-
My eyes opened quickly as my alarm clock when off. My hands reached for the off button. Once it shut off, I got out of my bed. My feet dragged me to my dresser to find some clothes then I headed to my shower.
"What a crazy dream," I said to myself as I felt the warm water hit my back. "Does Gohan dream about me?" I finished my shower taking my time. Then put my clothes on, and make-up. I walked downstairs.
"Good morning sweety. How is my favorite little pumpkin this morning?" My dad asked me when he saw me.
"I am okay. Just had a weird…never mind." I sat down in my favorite chair.
"Are you ready for school?" my dad asked me.
"I am today."
"Really now. How come today?"
"No certain reason. I just miss my friends."
"Okay then, but no boys right?"
"Dad, you know I don't like to date." I told him. It wasn't a total lie. The only one I wanted was Gohan.
"That's my baby girl." I finished my breakfast, and ran to catch the bus. School should be intresting.
The Truth
What is the truth? Does he like me? Does he think I'm cute? Do I need to tell him how I feel about him? What do I do? These entire questions are difficult for me to answer. Because the truth is that I know he doesn't like me, and I know that he doesn't want to know the way I feel about him. It was clear in my eyes, as he kissed my best friend, Erasa. It made me want to cry as I watched his tongue slipped into her mouth. But I couldn't look away. It's like my mind told me to interrupt their little make out session. I finally looked away. My eyes landed on Sharpner, another friend of mine. He was in love with me, but I never really cared. But now it seemed that I had to get my luck changed.
"Hey Sharpner, how are you?" I asked him as his face went green. He was watching the couple making out too. He knew I liked Gohan, and it made him mad to see him choose another girl. He said I was way better looking than Erasa. I didn't understand all of it then, but now I do.
He looked at me and smiled. "I am good. Are you okay?"
"I don't know. I just feel sick. It's like the heart has been smashed into pieces. I just wanted to ask you if you wanted to go to dinner tonight to meet my dad. I told him a lot about you, and he is excited to meet you," I lied. I looked at Gohan, but he was still sucking on Erasa's mouth. ...Yuck!
"Sure, I'd love to meet your old man. But why have you been talking about me?" he asked raising one eyebrow. Shit, what the hell am I going to say?
"Because I realized…that I want you to…be in my life?" It was more a question than an answer.
"Are you sure it isn't because Gohan has a girlfriend, is it?" he whispered this so Gohan couldn't hear it.
"No! I just need a boyfriend. And I've known you longer. So I want you instead of him," I was a terrible liar. God knows I was doing this to make Gohan jealous. He wasn't buying it.
"Nope, I don't believe you. You want to make this guy mad at you. Alright I am in. We can 'pretend' to date. But in the end, I want something," he smiled at me.
"Okay, what is that?" I asked.
"We are having sex."
"WHAT!" My outburst made lover boy stop kissing Erasa.
"What is it Videl?" he asked me.
"Yeah, like for real. You made us stop," Erasa said grump.
I wanted to cuss her out so bad. "It's nothing. I just saw a bug, and Sharpner told me to pick it up. I freaked."
"Keep it down. We have ten minutes to finish our kissing." And with that, she pulled him to her.
"You poor baby," I muttered. Then I looked at Sharpner and said, "No thank you." I got up, and walked away.
Gohan must have seen me because he asked me where I was going. I told him to mind his own business. It isn't like he cared, right? I left them all to their business.
I was at my locker when Gohan came up behind me. "Hello. Oh sorry." He said when he saw he scared me.
"It's okay I guess. What do you need?" I asked catching my breath. He was standing so close to me.
"Just wondering why you left the group this morning." He was concerned?
"Why do you care? The only thing you do is make out with Erasa," I said. I know they were harsh words, but I couldn't think of what to say.
He frowned then. "Why do you care that I kiss her? She is my girlfriend."
"I don't care anymore about who you kiss. I just don't care," I turned around so he couldn't see the tears.
"When have you ever cared?" He asked.
"I don't remember." It was a lie.
"Are you sure?"
"No, not really."
"Tell me what's up."
"Why?" I turned around to face him. He was narrowing his eyes at me. But when he saw the tears he softens his face. "Why do you care?"
"Videl…"
"What?" I looked him square in the eyes.
He looked down at the floor. "I don't know."
I turned around and shut my locker. "I don't either." Then I walked away.
My bus dropped me off at my house. I ran inside as fast as I could to my room. When I was there, I bounced on my bed and started to cry. If my dad was here, he probably could hear my screams down the hall way. I was broken in the heart, and mind. I just didn't care about anything anymore. I just wanted to stay in my room for the rest of my life moping. It felt like the whole world was against me. I was going to find new friends that don't want to have sex with me, or stab me in the back. I was going to turn Goth. I don't care about anything anymore, so why not?
-Ring, Ring, Ring-
My phone started ringing. I picked it up. "You called the Satan residence. What do you need?" I asked trying not to sound like the dead.
"We need to talk. If you hang up on me, I'll call right back. And then I will go to your house. You have no reason to hang up," Gohan's voice came through the phone.
"What do you want?" I asked not liking his rules. I so didn't want to talk to him.
"What happened today?" He asked.
"I don't know. But I don't want to say over the phone right now," I replied back.
"Well how about I come over?"
"I don't want to see anyone right now."
"Look, Videl let me come over. I don't want you life to go to bits."
"Why not? I thought you-"
"SHUT UP ABOUT THAT! VIDEL YOU ARE MY BEST FRIEND!" he lowered his voice. "I will be there in a little while." Then he hung up. Damn!
Ten minutes later I was putting on some music when I heard a knock at my window. I looked over to see Gohan. I rolled my eyes. Then my feet dragged me to my window to let him in. He told me thanks when he got in. He went straight to my bed and sat down. Then it seemed like he noticed the music.
"You are into Scream-o music?" he asked.
"Not until today, why?" I replied.
"It is just depressing. That's why I came over."
"I see," I looked through my clothes. No way was I going to face him.
"Videl look at me."
"I don't want to."
"Please?"
"Why?"
"You know why."
"Do I now?"
"Look at me."
"No."
"Why?"
"I don't want to."
"VIDEL," he came and grabbed my shoulders. Then the next thing shocked the hell out of me. He kissed me. It was heaven. Straight up heaven. I never felt so alive. I knew it was wrong, but I wanted it. Then too soon he pulled back.
"Will you please listen to me?" I shook my head no.
"Why not?"
"I am the one who needs to talk. Not you."
Then I kissed him, and we fell on the bed.
"Wow that was the best make out session I ever had. Where did you learn how to kiss like that?" Gohan was still lying on my bed.
I smiled. "Well I always kissed well. But you never knew because of Erasa," I looked at him. He was nodding his head.
Next thing we knew, we heard tires on the pavement outside. "SHIT IT'S MY DAD!" I pushed Gohan to the window. "GO!" He looked confused. "IF MY DAD SEES YOU, HE WILL GROUND ME, AND…" We heard the door open. "JUST GO! I'LL EXPLAIN LATER!" he finally walks his self to the window.
"Videl are you in your room?" I heard my dad say to me. "Go!" Gohan slipped out of my room and closed the window in the nick of time. Here came dad, busting through my door.
"DID I HEAR A BOY IN HERE?" he was being paranoid. He couldn't have heard.
"No dad, you did not," I said innocently.
He softens up. Then he once again left me by myself. My dad has issues. I thought.
The next day was weird. Erasa was mad at me, and Sharpner ignored me (Not like I cared about that guy). I went to find Gohan, and asked him why Erasa was mad.
"I broke up with her this morning," he told me.
"Why?" I asked.
"Because there is this girl I really like, but I might have blown it with her. I kissed her yesterday, but will it be enough?" He looks at me. All of a sudden I got mad.
"You kissed another girl? What the hell? God, you're a bloody player. Why do I even like you? UGH! I can't-" I didn't finished my sentence. He had pulled me close and began kissing me.
"I love you Videl Satan." My eyes widened. Wow, was my only thought.