A/N: I've never done a song fic before so I hope ya'll like it.
I
think you can do much better than me
After all the lies that I
made you believe
"Hey Gin I got to work late in the office again."
"Ok Draco, just don't stress your self."
"I wont baby. 'Night"
"Night, love you."
"Love
you too."
Guilt
kicks in and I start to see
The edge of the bed
Where your
nightgown used to be
I
told myself I won't miss you
Draco
looked over to the bed and saw nothing. It had been a week since
Ginny left him, and he couldn't help but feel lonely, and how much
he missed her was making him fell horrible that he could do such a
thing to her. Just don't think of her Draco.
But
I remembered
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your
hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think
you should know this
You deserve much better than me
But
I couldn't help it. I missed having her lying beside me at night to
keep me warm. How I would wake up with her coconut scented hair in my
face. How she would blush when I kissed her public, or if I told her
what I wanted to do to her. But with all of this I just couldn't
get through the guilt of what I did to her. And one day I told her
and said that she should find someone better, and I can't get the
picture out of my head of her crying and running out the door. While
coming back later to collect her stuff.
While
looking through your old box of notes
I found those pictures I
took
That you were looking for
But
I found one box that you had left and asked to throw it out if i
found it cause she didn't want the memories. As I looked through
all the pictures, I couldn't help but smile at the one when we
were at the park, or the one at my birthday.
If there's one memory I don't want to lose
That
time at the mall
You and me in the dressing room
"Oh
god Draco!" she yelled as I slammed her against the wall and my
lips finding hesr…
I
told myself I won't miss you The bed I'm lying in is getting
colder
But I remembered
What it feels
like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way
your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You
deserve much better than me
I
twisted and turned not finding a comfortable position with out her
there.
Wish
I never would've said it's over
And I can't pretend that I won't
think about you when I'm older
Cause we never really had our
closure
This can't be the end
God I can't believe I did that! How stupid can I get? Sleeping with you secretary because of your father.
5 years later…
I ran into her again today. She engaged now. I don't know how she did it. I still think of her daily and she's engaged now. I guess since she's finally has closure maybe I should find some too.
God
how did our relationship end up like this? I saw her the day before
the wedding. I don't know why she was there but I saw her, she saw
me, no one was watching but before we knew it I had her pushed
against the wall. But that didn't last. When we parted was the last
time because she did get married the next day. Breaking my heart in
the process but I finally knew…she was over me, and I needed to get
over her.
I
really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence
tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better
than me
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your
innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve
much better than me
(And I think you should know this)
(You
deserve much better than me)
