Hey its Emma. This Is my first Fan Fiction. If I make any spelling mistakes I'm sorry. So without any further ado here is the story. In this story Bella isn't the nice girl she is in the books.

Chapter 1 (Bella PVO)

I was in a meadow, it was quiet, peaceful, lovely, and it had flowers of every kind and a gentle breeze. Then all of a sudden the sky turned black and it started to thunder and lightning. The flowers all died and caught on fire. My head started to hurt as the thunder got louder. I tried to run but I was chained to the ground. I saw people at the edge of the meadow, looking at me. There was Edward, Alice, Jasper, Carlisle, Emmet, Rosalie, Jacob, Esme, Charlie, Angela, and Jessica.

I screamed, and screamed trying to get their attention but nothing seemed to work. They turned looked directly at me, laughed at me, and turned and walked away. Edward looked back at me, stared into my deep brown eyes which now had tears falling from them, and said in a cold dead voice, "I never loved you. How could you believe that I loved you. You are pathetic and no one will ever love you." Then he turned around and walked away with every one else.

I woke up screaming, sitting straight up in my bed with crystal tears falling down from my face. Charlie didn't bother coming in to see if I was alright. I woke up screaming every day. I got up and dried my eyes on the shirt I was wearing. It was a black-Tee that was cut right under my breasts, and I only had on my black with red lace thong. I wasn't as kind as Edward thought I was. I stood up and walked into the bathroom. I turned on the shower, put the lid to the toilet down and sat on it till the shower heated up. Once it was up to temperature I walked into it and relaxed as the hot water hit my back.

I got out and looked in the mirror. It had been 1 year since Edward had left and once he left I changed my whole look and attitude. I had died my hair black and had red stripes put in. I had more of a don't-fuck-with-me-unless-you-want-to-die attitude. I had gotten taller and I gotten stronger. I walked back to my room and put on a black mini skirt, with fishnet stockings underneath, a black shirt that has written in red the words "Don't Look Here" written across the breasts. It was ripped right above my stomach, it shoved off my belly button ring. I also put on my spiked boots on and walked up to my mirror. I put on heavy eyeliner and straightened my hair. I also put some fish-nets on my arms so it would cover up the cuts on my arms.

Yes I do cut, but only when the memories get to much and I cant breathe. I wasn't in it for the blood (even though when I see blood it helps), I was in for the sting. The sting would help me forget for a little bit.

I walked down stairs kissed Charlie on the cheek then walked outside to my car. I still had the old rusty truck. I love that truck and no one or nothing was going to make me get rid of my baby. I couldn't believe that school was already started again. Today was the first day and since the La Push school burned down all the students were now going to Forks Highs school. I sighed and got in and drove to school, once I arrived I grabbed my I-pod and put my headphones in. I looked threw my I-pod until I came across my favorite band. Black Veil Brides, and my favorite song by them is: Knives and Pens.

I started to sing it as I walked towards the school, "With knives and pens, we've made our plight. I can't go on without your love, you lost, you never held on. We tried are best... turn out the light, turn out the light." I closed my eyes as I song not really paying attention I walked into some one and fell on my ass.

"Hey! Watch were your going buddy!" I screamed as I stood up and rubbed my now sore ass. I opened my eyes and looked into the most beautiful blue eyes I have ever seen. They were so deep with sorrow and pain locked in them. For once I let down my guard and showed a bit of emotion in my eyes and said, "I'm sorry, I didn't see you there."

The boy had black hair the went in front of his right eye, he was tan and muscular but not disgusting so. He had a Black Veil Brides shirt and black skinny jeans that had chains on them.

"Its okay." He said, his lips moving so smoothly I almost missed what he said. He had black rings on his bottom lip just like me. But I also had an eye brow piercing and a nose ring. No way he also had small gauges in his ears like me. "My name is Seth, Seth Clearwater. What's your's?"

I was shocked he was talking to me, "My name is Bella." I guess I was still rubbing my butt because he said, "Is your butt okay? Your rubbing it a lot." I blushed and giggled and nodded. "Would you like me to take a look at it?" he asked with a wink and in a playful voice.

I blushed again but this time I answered with a playful voice and a wink, "Sure, but try not to get to turned on" He laughed and nodded at me, he walked behind me, kneeled down and started at my butt. "Hmmm, its very nicely round," he said with a blush rising on both our faces. He stood back up and rubbed it softly causing a moan to escape my throat, "and it defiantly feels okay. Maybe you could come over my house sometime and I could look at it better," he grabbed my hips and softly pulled me back so I was right up against him. I could easily tell he was VERY horny right now, "maybe without any clothes on."

I grind my hips back into his and said, "Maybe later but right now we need to get class" I whispered in his ear and started to walk to class. But I only got three steps in when I felt and arm wrap around my waist and walk next to me. I looked next to me and there was non other than Seth. He looked back at me and gave me a goofy grin and I laughed. We walked to class together, everyone in the hall ways watched us. Girls were glaring at me and the guys were glaring at Seth. "What class are you going to, baby?" He asked me. I looked at my schedule and it said Advanced Language Arts. He grabbed my schedule out of my hands and looked at it, "We have all but three class together. I think having 6 out of nine classes together is pretty good odds." I nodded then all of a sudden some one grabbed me from my arm and pulled me into the storage closet.

"You better not hurt Seth," said a dark female voice, "Or I will kill you!" it exclaimed. I was pushed up against the wall and the female was held my hand above my head with one hand and with the other turned on the light. I blinked a couple times then looked into beautiful hazel eyes. It was a girl that was well built in a red tank top that hugged her breasts perfectly, light blue jean short shorts and air walks sneakers. She had long black hair that ended at mid back. She was talking to me but I was only paying attention to her lips. Damn it, she reminded me a lot of Seth.

"Who are you?" I whispered staring at her breasts. She grabbed my chin with her free hand and made me look into her eyes, "My name is Leah, Leah Clearwater." Then it hit me I was talking to Seth's sister. Then she pulled my face closers to hers and whispered in my ear, "I would hate for Seth to get hurt but your so sexy I can't help myself." Then she slammed her lips on to hers. She let go of my hands, picked me up and I wrapped my legs around her waist. She licked my bottom lip begging to get in. I open my mouth and rub my tongue against hers and I heard her moan once I grabbed her ass and squeezed hard.

Then I realized I was kissing the dude's sister that I liked. But she was such a good kisser. But when I'm with Seth I feel whole. But Leah makes you feel sexually satisfied. Leah broke the kiss and said, "We should get to class and Seth is going to ask you out third period. Say yes, I will just …help you with your female desires." she whispered the last part in my ear and nibbled on it too.

"So I will be cheating on him?" I moaned out, she grabbed my breast and rubbed it carefully, "Don't think about it like that, baby," she whispered, "I am just going to be a very close best friend. We will be friends with benefits." She kissed me one more time them left the closet. I fixed my clothes and walked out like nothing ever happened. Then Seth came running out of a class room, picked me up and spun me around.

"I was so worried about you. You just disappeared Bella, what happened?" Seth asked looking into my eyes.

"Don't worry I tripped and then I had to go to the bathroom." I said lying threw my teeth, "Nothing is happened, I am alright.

"You where in the bathroom for two periods?" Seth asked not believing me. I nodded and kissed him.

"I am sorry I worried you baby." I said snuggling up to him. He just sighed kissed my hair then started petting it, "It's okay."

I like Seth but I also like his sister. What have I gotten into?

There you go the first chapter of my story. Comment through-out the story if you want Bella to end up with Leah or Seth. And yes werewolves are coming up soon.