You know most parents think that the worst thing that could happen to them is to outlive their children. I believe that the worst thing is not knowing your children's future and wondering if they are okay.
Chapter One: Catch up
So let me catch you up to speed on what has happened to me and my family for the past few years. For two years "pre change", I loved both a vampire and a werewolf. During this time my human life was put in jeopardy more than once. My love life suffered and excelled both at the same time. Then I married the vampire, gave birth to a human-vampire hybrid and my best friend werewolf imprinted and fell in love with my adorable half vampire child. I know what you're thinking all this is make believe and I'm pulling your leg but I assure you that this is definitely my life and as crazy as it sounds I wouldn't give it up for anything!
One day while hunting with my beloved daughter and my best friend, a "cousin" of our family saw her hauntingly beautiful and porcelain like skin and assumed she was one of the forbidden immortal children. Many years ago, vampires created immortal children barely older than toddlers and tried vehemently to control their bloodlusts. But the children, frozen in time and mental capacity were uncontrollable and the ruling class of vampires, the Volturi, condemned them all to death. Our cousin, Irina thinking my child was one of these monsters ran to the Volturi and openly accused us of a crime we did not commit.
The Volturi, used my changing as a disguise to see my daughter Renesmee. But they definitely weren't expecting what happened next. My wonderfully eccentric sister-in-law Alice searched the world (literally) and found a man just like my daughter, a human-vampire hybrid. After retelling his story and how he has three sisters from the same vampire father the Volturi were satisfied that my daughter could be left alive!
Knowing that my daughter was now safe from annihilation should have made my vampire life easy but of course I should know better than that. Apparently I am doomed to a life of suffering and ecstasy (both at the same time). Nahuel, the only male hybrid in existence warned us that in six short years my daughter would be full grown and eternally ageless from that point forward.
The next few months or so went on as normally as possible considering our circumstances. Edward and I loved each other fiercely, Jacob's pack grew by two (Quil and Embry), and Sam tried to reconnect the two packs but Jacob was not having that. He knew that one day we would move away with Renesmee and he planned to come with us (with or without the pack). I practiced my shielding ability by cloaking Jacob's thoughts from Edward for hours at a time. I also gave Emmett every fighting chance to beat Edward in a fight by shielding his thoughts as well. But most of all Edward preferred when I lifted the shield from my own mind so that he could hear my thoughts. He spent those days as giddy as a school girl just loving the inner ramblings of my thoughts. I confess, I enjoyed it as well especially when I learned to control it through all his interruptions involving my throat and his unyielding lips! Oh man, will I ever be able to control my lust for Edward?
For those of you that have read this story or any of my others I just wanted to explain that I'm correcting and adjusting this story. I have two others going at the same time so I'm not sure how fast the updates will come out. I hope you enjoy it though. Kisses. Feel free to review as I get further into the story.