for most of you... well this isnt going to make any sense, but i want to make it into something and will probably re-upload it all pretty
so for now, this is it. just a little argument i had to get out, so i typed it, and now i posted it.
yeah.
"STOP IT, JUST...STOP!" I screamed at him through the growing lump in my throat.
"i don't understand... what..?"
"oh, you don't understand? Stop playing with me. I'm not a toy that you can pick up when there's nothing better available. I'm a PERSON, dammit!"
"Playing with you?" he hesitated.
"Yeah," I finished, running out of steam. "One week you like me, the next you have a girlfriend. That is not me. How do you think I feel about that?"
"i thought you wanted to be friends. You said it wouldn't work again.."
"Yeah, after that I changed my mind. But then before I could tell you, you just wanted to be friends again!"
"YOU SAID IT WOULDNT WORK!" he accused me.
"YOU MADE SURE IT WOULDNT!" I responded viciously.
I turned away from him, refusing to tear up. Hearing him sigh behind me, and the creak of a chair as he sat down, I turned to face him. He had his head buried in his hands and as he spoke, his words were muffled and strained.
"I didn't want this to happen."
"Well it did." I took the chair next to him. "so what happens now?"