A/N: Again, random drabble written on the bus. All mistakes are mine.
Disclaimer: I don't own the SVU characters.
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She isn't a lesbian, yet she somehow responds to the touch of a woman. She isn't straight because she doesn't have, or want,relationships with men. Men bother her; the smell of their sweat, their weight crushing her frame, and their hot breath panting in her face from their disgusting grunts always pisses her off. With women things are softer, more intimate, very graceful and touches are more thorough. Satisfying.
But she definitely is not a lesbian.
Lesbianism is a label and Olivia never likes labels because they are in a strict forum; a code to follow under certain guidelines. And the only rule she follows are to never follow anyone else's. You know why she does that? Because she is a fucking boss, that's why!
But during times like this, when she reclines on the bed just to arch from it in sheer pleasure, when she is trying to muffle her groans- embarrassed how audible she became- when she is grinding herself into Casey's face, begging for more pleasure, is the time where she questions herself. Where she wonders how this frail redheaded womanrocks her on the peaks of ecstasy with just her little tongue. How could she feel every waken nerve on through her clothes- she only takes off her pants because only lesbians fuck naked- because of this small woman.
This wasn't right; it wasn't fair. This was supposed to be a simple agreement; Casey getting her rocks off for Olivia because Elliot couldn't. Nothing but harmless fun was to exchange between them but now, looking down at those sated emeralds gazing adoringly at her, she wonders how she will tell her delicately that she could never have her heart, never win it because Olivia didn't want it to be won over. She wonders why Casey saw something in her besides a blatant sex toy and good time. But she sees it's something else, something praiseworthy behind those green orbs that makes her chest tighten.
She was going to break her heart.
A/N: Don't know where I'm going with this. Stay? Go? Sex? Multi-chaptered? Only reviews will tell me how you feel.